Remarkable.

I'm not going to blog about my day's event like I usually do. I'm just going to talk about how a certain converstaion with a significant other sparked my interest and stuck out.

So, in first period, I was talking to Eunice and gave me the idea to dye my hair, since I've never done it before. We had come to the conclusion to a reddish-brown and that she'd do it for me sometime at her house. I had my mind set on it. It was change. Change could be good for me. I'm going through so many changes now anyways. Why not one more? I was talking to Trina about it in 6th period today and asked a very close male friend of mine if he thought I should dye my hair, too, since he was right next to us. He said no. I asked why. He said it wasn't like me to do that, that I was more of the "plain-jane, girl-next-door," "subtle" type and not like "the loud bitches who dye their hair." I knew the type he was referring to. Everyone and their mommas bleach and dye their hair nowadays. It was just nice to know that a guy could actually want someone who wasn't like everyone else, who could appreciate me for me and I guess what you can call "natural beauty." He also said that I looked cute today, and he always seems to say it on my grimiest days. So, I finally asked him today, "Wth, I'm wearing a freaking Northface jacket and jeans... how is that cute?" And he replied, "It doesn't matter what a girl wears. A girl can still be cute. Your hair is nice." And I really thought to myself... wow. How many guys actually have a mentality like that? How many guys would find me attractive if I dressed mismatched in raggedy clothes, had yellow hair, wore geeky glasses? It's a breath of fresh air to know that some of humankind isn't all shallow and absent-minded like I thought. Someone who finds me cute when I'm looking a hot mess, tore up from the floor up. Someone who finds my hair nice when I brush it ten minutes before the bell rings for class in my car. Who would've thought.

And I'm sure you guys are thinking that being a girl-next-door type thing isn't necessarily a compliment, but for me, I think it is. It's not like it means that I'm an ordinary girl that you can find someone off the street just like me. It's more of a simplistic person with well, simple desires and ways of life. I'd rather by the plain-jane everyone likes me as now then be like all the other girls out in the open, flaunting anything and everything. I think everyone looks like they're growing up too fast. Juniors look like they're 20, you can find them in clubs. Everyone wants to grow up and there's no preservation of youth anymore. Is it really necessary for me to dye my hair at 17? I know I have this good-girl thing image going me, and everyone is surprised that I've drank before, recently hookah-ed, etc. I guess for the most part, I am a good girl. I believe in rules, I get good grades, but I do break rules once in a while. I guess I'm a good girl with a dash of bad. But, everyone likes it that way. I like it that way. Earlier I said change is good, but I guess being the girl-next-door, plain-jane, good girl image is something I'm not willing to give up just yet, or anytime soon.

I'm not dying my hair anymore.

Quick blog.

Lacs0n x Lacs0ff (7:40:17 PM): if someone i don't know
Lacs0n x Lacs0ff (7:40:21 PM): is folllowing me on twitter
Lacs0n x Lacs0ff (7:40:26 PM): should i block that person
shortypinoyx27 (7:40:29 PM): yea
shortypinoyx27 (7:40:31 PM): because that is called
shortypinoyx27 (7:40:33 PM): being a stalker
Lacs0n x Lacs0ff (7:40:42 PM): LOL

LMFAO! Dude, tell me why, I'm getting random adds left and right! From facebook, to MySpace, NOW TWITTER?! And, they're allllllll guys! How do these people find me? Sorry, I don't accept.

School
-School's good. I got a shitload of work off my back last week, which lead to me having a weekend filled with fun. Both Westmoor advisors and SFSU undergraduate department said that my "UNCONDITIONALLY EXEMPT" EAP from junior year will completely override my slightly below par score for EPT. HELL YESSS! I must say, my teachers who knew about it showed great concern and told me to "fight for my spot." I guess people really do believe in me to do well, that I really have the intelligence to make it far. I was pretty happy about that. My grades are good, minus the recently failed AP stats test THAT I WILL MAKE UP FOR. Mmm, getting mine mine mine mine MIIIIIIIIINE!

Weekend
-Weekend was cool. I cancelled cotillion practice because everyone had their own thing to do. Cotillion practices for Marjo Friday night and this morning. Finished waltz and did hip hop. It was hard at first, but it's not so bad now. I went to Jamally's, and hung out with the people there. Jamally was hella happy I came! He stood up, and gave me a big fat hug! :) HELLA SENIORSSSSSSSSSS. I came a bit late, so I missed like Pat Prado and others who I were looking foward to seeing! -__- Volleyball and Jack in the Crack with my girlssss! Hookah later with some people who was doing it like PROS, shiiiit! I was like, MY BAD cuuuuuz I really fucking asked how to do it! It was cool though, hanging out with everyone this weekend. There were sooooooo many parties/tellies this week! Everyone and their moms had birthdays yesterday! Anyways, for the rest of the night, AU PAIR!, homework, and laundry.


Upcoming
-The usual: school. Volleyball at lunch for my team on Tuesday. I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO WATCH. If we win Tuesday's game, we automatically make it to top 4 with the best record! :) Planning to get my cotillion court in check, finalized. DJ was finalized. Invitations to be done very soon, and I'm going to do all thissssss cotillion stressful stuff, no matter what happens.

Laaaaate.

-___- x 987654321^1E99

Chopped it up with the SLICE crew in engrrish this morning. WELCOME BACK, STEVIE! They all want me to go clubbing with them and stuff, but I already told them that I want to wait until I'm 18 because it'll be a better experience since I actually waited and stuff. I could totally get away with clubbing now by using my sister's ID or something, but I'd rather not. But however, my girls and the neeeggas are all going clubbing for sure when I'm 18, along with the many piercings I want and the possible thought of a tattoo. ANYWAYS, after that, AP stats. MY NOSE BLED, and I think I put my whole class in shock. Nose bleeds 2 days in a row. I don't want to tell my parents because they'll just worry. They'll think I have anemia (knock on wood, seriously) since I'm losing so much blood. Econ was probably the highlight of my day. We got nothing done except extend the date of the term paper to one more day. I finished my basket in ceramics with the help of Patrick Kuan and Marjo. I kept score at lunch for volleyball and was hella laughing at Said's team with Dio and Stevie and them with me. Okay, THAT, might be the highlight of my day.. but anyways, almost fell asleep in psychology again! Dude, whatever movie we're watching is so no intriguing like the movies usually are. Let's hope I'm not in the sochratic seminar because I really don't know what the movie's about now. Forensics was boring, even though I volunteered myself to answer questions on the board since EJB was teacher for the dayyyyyy! After school, I went to Westlake library to get some books on fiscal/monetary policies for my econ term paper. Why on earth are guys so immature these days? They were so loud in the library, trying to get my attention. "Go ask her! She looks mad..." And they asked if I wanted chocolate... I really wanted to yell at them because it was so pointless. I didn't even find any books at Westlake, so I went to the Serramont library at Gellert. The guys weren't as obnoxious there. It was probably because they were either my age or a bit older. It was so funny because he practically followed me to where I was getting my books, pretending he was looking for a book himself, and it was so obvious he wasn't! HAHA. Went home afterwards. I got the letter of death, telling me I might not be ready for freshman level English in college. I asked Kevin, the genius, and he wasn't ready either, which obviously tells me that the planets aren't aligned are we are subjected into some twisted conspiracy. Coming from an AP english course and and honors english course right now? SERIOUSLY, dude?! I've had advanced english classes my whole entire fucking life, dude. I'm talking to the counselors and Mrs. Grandfield tomorrow becuase I know they'd beg to differ as well. And on top of that, I took the EAP last year, passed it, put that in my college app, so that should've exempted me from the EPT altogether, guaranteeing my placement in freshman english. SO PUHLEASE, get your shit straiiiiiiight, people! I already called SFSU, and left them a message. I'm gonna blow up their phone with my complaints until I get some answers, damnit!

That really did make me pretty emo for a bit. That's honestly fucking up with my entire future. It made me look up other colleges as my back up plan. If SFSU/CSUEB puts me in some remedial english, I'm going to do CCSF for however long it takes, then transferring to either Davis or Irvine because they have good nursing programs there. Hopefully, CSUEB goes on a different rubric/cutoff, enabling me to be in freshman english with or without my EAP, that way I still am in a school where there is a good nursing program, and I'm away from home, yet, not too far. It still makes me sad, and I'm trying not to think about it. I feel like I got a rude ass awakening, and my life is taking such unexpected turns. I feel like I thought I was so great and going such big places and maybe I'm not. All I can do is hope for this one. My future's on the line.

ANTM + Real World tonight with forensics, econ, and english. -__- I HAVE SO MANY BOOKS WITH ME, OMGOSHHHHHHHH! X__X Toodles, guys!

Such a bad girl, a baaad girl.

Slept in all of engrrish this morning, did the activity in AP stats with the M&Ms that I ended up giving Eunice since I gave chocolate up for Lent, and I never really liked the peanut M&Ms, 400pt pop quiz in econ and I straight up aced that shit, tried making my basket in ceramics but it looks like shit so I might start over tomorrow. I went home right after ceramics, and I really am amazed at how it's so easy to go to school or to get out of school whenever I please. I'll come late, leave early, or go to my car during passing periods/lunch (when you're not supposed to), and I never ever get caught --knock on wood. Skipping 5th and 6th never felt so good in my life, and that's all I'm going to say about that. However, EJ Brauner said I have quite a lot of work to catch up on for missing class today (just my luck), so damnit. I hope I didn't miss too much in psych either, but fuck, I deserved to go home early, and this is probably the most rebellious thing I have ever done in my life school-wise... actually, no, not even school-wise, like... just in life in general. I'm starting to realize how much of a pussy I am when it comes to certain things. I need to step up and grow up, and I am, I will. No, really --mark my words.

I'll be blogging less because I've found my new addiction: TWITTER. I only have like, 5 "followers." (I'm still waiting for Mr. Summer Breeze to follow my ass! HAHA, jk... kinda!) It basically says my day within a few sentences, or I'll even put some random thoughts up on it, too. So, just check my MySpace or twitter.com/lacsonbaaaby, and you'll be sure to be up to date with my monotonous life.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. We watched that movie in psych and finished it sometime last week. For some reason, I find myself thinking about it time to time. Maybe it's because that at this point in time, a part of me wants to erase certain memories so I can start over, like in the movie. Wouldn't that be crazy though? If science were able to advance themselves and erase certain people's memories that they wouldn't want to remember? Shit, if that was humanly possible, do you know how many people would line up to do that procedure? People who want to get over break-ups, deaths, any memory that brings them pain. The food for thought in class was something like, "Would you erase memories if you could?" At first response, everyone was totally for it, then I guess after really thinking about it, people said no. Erase your memories, and you'd be living in a world of ignorance, and I suppose ignorance can really be bliss in that case. Not erase your memories, and you'd be able to relive your pain for possibly every second of the day. But, I think the main argument was that, you wouldn't know what good was if you never experience the bad. And to add on that defense, I feel like bad memories are part of a learning experience and a chance to grow as a person, something not killing you to making you stronger. With a new start for every person as each day comes, make new memories, don't reminsce too much, and there are always postive outcomes to every negative situation. You guys, watch that movie if you haven't. It's totally good.

Homework time and back to square one.

It's sooo cold!

Engrrish we finished Hamlet, even though I was paying attention more to my AP stats book in the dark with my cellphone as the light source, ha. I studied for the whole period, but it did not do me any good! The test was murder. The multiple choice was like 4 pages and hard as fuck. I skipped that and went straight to free response which was okay, but there just wasn't enough time for everything! I honestly don't recall a time I've ever felt like such a failure! :( Oh well.. econ was more about Ferrari's life. I got a 1 on my class sample, so I'm retaking it sometime afterschool. I also got a 60/80 on my chapter 9 test. Me and Pat Prado got the highest scores, hah. In ceramics, I filled me rubric out for my starfishy, then left early to set up for volleyball. LOL, since Harry's team was hella MIA, it ended up being Harry, Andy Moore, Joseph, EJ, Jeremy, and Kevin Cruz. HELLA FUNNY playing them, dude! Of course, my girls and I won 25-11. It was a really enjoyable gameee(= Psych afterwards and I knocked the fuck out pretty much. I always get sleepy after playing volleyball. Forensics, dilligently did my bookwork with EJ Brauner next to me because I don't know my other 2 groupmates, still have to finish it later. Afterschool was cotty make-ups. Thank you to everyone who showed up! Special thanks to Dillon, who didn't go to school today, for coming and teaching the guys! :) I have a wonderful court..

Cotty's getting a little more stressful as each day goes by. Someone remind me to call my DJ to get a copy of our contract? My mom's gonna kill me. Tomorrow will be four more months 'til my cotty, oh-my-fucking-gosh.

Homework:
-AP stats bookwork? (not sure if there is any)
-Econ term paper
-Forensics pictures, notes on reproductive system

And of course, the Monday line up of TV! YAY!! I might read Twilight later, too! :)

FOR MY COURT

**REVISION**
Cotillion practice this Saturday at 1:30
As of now, it's at my house because weather.com changed its forecast again. It says sunny for Saturday!
I might be a little late since Marjo's practice ends at 1:30, so if anything, just knock on the door, and my family will let you in. I will be home shortly. Marjo really lives like 5 minutes away.
PLEASE DO NOT BE LATE. Lots of review will have to be done, I know.

Call if anything. Thanks, guys! I love you! =)

SCRAPED!

I couldn't help but fall asleep in first period when I could barely see/hear Hamlet with that itty bitty TV screen in the corner. I mean, I think MY TV is even bigger than that. I didn't appreciate Mr. Speranza's insults to Grandfield's honors class.. although, he was right. -___- WHATEVER, SENIORITIS IS FULL BLOWN FOR MOST OF US AT THIS POINT. Can you honestly blame us? People even talk about just dropping out of school now and not waiting for graduation or even just getting a GED. Anyways, after doing all that work in AP stats, Anna and I went to our cars because we both forgot things of ours. Then we went to econ. We did a pop quiz, which reminds me that I have to SELF-TEACH myself when and where the demand/supply curves shift, or remain the same, because the class sample is on Friday. I know we have 5 times to pass it, but of course I'd like to pass it on the first try. I guess this is what happens when you sit in a corner full of guys who ask Mr. Ferrari a million questions to start him off on tangents and never getting any work done. I think I've self-taught myself everything in that class. Ugh, whatevs! I got my pun bank in ceramics. It's not the cutest thing in the world, but it's something! HAHA. I sanded my project then left early with Sammy to set up the net for volleyball at lunch. I HAD NO IDEA WE HAD SPECIAL ED P.E. x__x Sam and I walked in the midst of that, uhm 'special' class, and that was not a good experience. I'll leave it at that. So, we decided to visit Mr. Brady while we waited for the PE class in the small gym to finish so we could set up. We set up half of it until the other girls on the vars came who weren't playing today, who then finished while the gils on my team got dressed. By the time we got out, hella people were already watching, and I saw the guys... LOL! They couldn't be serious. Playing them was hilarious, forreal! Wilfred and Jaydee weren't there... I don't know why, though. So, it was Kenny, Dio, Mark, Jake, and some random guy that was used as a sub. We won 25-7! TALK ABOUT SCRRRAAAPED! They were pretty quiet on the court, too, for a team that talked so much shit about us today and yesterday. They had a 2-0 lead on us for the beginning, but that changed! :) I missed a serve, but I do nottttt care anymore, ahaha. After that, we just scrimmaged against other volleyball girl, Rex, and some people that we beat. After that, got dressed, went to my locker which was annoying me because everyone was walking so fucking slow in front of me, and I was about to be late! I was falling asleep, but I completed the group assignment, nontheless. A sub for forensics today, same Filipino-mother-type girl. I actually did my work because Trina was sleeping, and EJ and BJ weren't allowed to move seats to sit next to me. WEAK! Afterschool, hung out in the back hall for a teensy bit, went home to get money, went to UPS store to deliver a package, went to Safeway to food because my mommy said so... AND OMGOSH, THE GIRL/GUY... I DON'T KNOW LIKE A SHEMALE WAS RINGING ME UP HAD LIKE A BEARD/MUSTACHE BUT YOU COULD TELL SHE WAS A GIRL.. and I don't know, that was weird for me! LMAO. Anyways, after that, I went to Quickly WHEN IT FUCKIN STARTED HAILING. -___- Not cute. I saw Nancy! I bought the usual, which was taro milk tea with tapioca and crispy chicken, which hella isn't even finished right now, dude. There is no way in hell I can finish a whole bag in one sitting.. maybe like.. 3 if anything. Then I went home, got mad at Shadow for playing in the rain, and went to sleep. I feel like doing that now since my mom isn't home yet. Haha.

No homework really. I might get a headstart on my econ outline or something. KBYE!

NTS

-Call PATRIX
-Find my wallet, put money in it
-Get volleyball clothes ready
-Get gym clothes ready
-Go to Westlake, remember to bring UPS package with me

MUST!

Never was a rebel.

I did want to skip first period today because I was only midway into 1984, but of course, I went to school anyways. I never skipped school, ever! I honestly don't remember the last time I missed a whole day of school! I think it was sometime my freshman year because I was sick. I never had it in me to miss school for no legit reason. Haha, I'm a pussy when it comes to that, shut up! Nevertheless, the test was pretty easy, with the help of Eunice on the first page. Smells like a B, okay, MAYBE a C. I always hated tests where they expect me to remember which character said what. So, yay for not missing school for no reason, even though it was obvious that other people around me had the same mentality as I had. You should've seen the empty seats! Well, looking back on it, there weren't THAT many, but still.. there were a few! Now that we're done with 1984, I must say hello to Hamlet. I never really had a thing for Shakespeare, so I'm not so thrilled about reading the book. However, I heard there is a group project where we have to record a video with I guess some scene from the book? I don't know, but I do love projects like those, especially when you're with your greatest friends! I can already see it now. NO ONE IN THE CORNER OF GRANDFIELD'S HONORS ENGLISH GOT SWAGGA LIKE USSSSSSS! Haha, jk... kinda! =) Anyways, AP stats was okay. I need to practice the chapter in order to get the hang of things, and I should be good to go. Econ we didn't do work --surprise, surprise! I always get a good laugh out of that class, though, I must say. Ceramics was a waste of my life since Ms. Shegoian didn't fire my project. I spent most of the period conversing with the girls + Patrick and Harold, ahah. Lunch with Thr3mix and some of the Alliance that doesn't seem so aligned nowadays. Please tell me why these ridiculuous guys decided to play volleyball with a crumpled up binder paper wad that somehow got stuck under out nasty ass vending machines which terminated their stupid game, hahahahah! Psychology was boriiing. I no like talking-to-texts. I had a better time watching this one girl sleep in class, lmfao. You should know who that is... A sub in forensics today, so of course I'd affiliate myself with some of my favorite juniors for the whole duration of the period. What can I say? I love BJ, EJ, and Trina! We ended up talking about the weirdest things... and EJ, you really need to cut your hair! HAHA. Afterschool, talked with people for a bit. PLEASE TELL ME WHY TEAM 3 FOR VOLLEYBALL AT LUNCH IS ALREADY TALKING SHIT LIKE THEY'RE GONNA BEAT TEAM 1?! HAHA. I walked BJ to his locker, and Jake and Dio were already so damn confident about tomorrow's game against me and my girls. MY team has Sam, Anna, Janelle, Jessica, Istdel, and Dez --ALL VARS GIRLS. Jake's team consists of him, Dio, Jaydee, Kenny, Wilfred, and some other dude who I can't think of at the moment, LOL. Mannn, each one of them are sooooo cocky! So, my team's motto is "no mercy," and I really just want to play my hardest tomorrow, and beat them! I know if we don't, we'll get smack talk allllll the damn time! I ain't trynna have that! Haha... silly boys.... Anywhoos, afterschool, I talked to Juju and some people. I ended up going home with Eunice and Dillon, Harry, and Andy came to my house after going to In&Out. Just chilllllllled. New vocab: dingleberries, blue balls, queefing, and uhm.. others! Hahaha. I love them.

I LOVE MONDAYS!
-Secret Life of the American Teenager
-I Love Money 2
-For the Love of Ray J
-The City

3 and a half hours of utter goodness! I don't have much homework tonight, so I might get crackin' on that guest list of mine. Since I'm getting invitations soon, and sending them out in May.. I gotta! So much to do about this cotillion, on top of other stresses that, surprisingly, have nothing to do with school. My heart's stressed. This rain and wind is crazy, forreal. STOP NOW!

<3Lacsonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Nosebleeds!

Happy March!

I haven't blogged in weeks, I think. Hmmm, things are rather difficult at the moment with some things, but I won't get into that. I'm recovering and facing any consequences that I put myself up for. Either way, I'll make it, with or without a significant other. I never really liked deja vu...

Anyways, so I'm sure that babble didn't make much sense to you. I'll talk about something that should. Cotillions. I forgot to call my DJ to get that contract signed, again! I really should because he already gave me a discount, which is weird since he didn't give Eunice one, and he's hella good friends with her brother or something. I found the invitation I want! I need to order it as soon as I find out who's replacing David since he has a knee injury. -__- The price of invitations is so expensive that I can only invite 80 people x__x, while my parents invite the other 20. I thought 100 was too little at first, too! Whatever, I'll take what I can get. The other problem: the Philippines can't do the dresses for my court because they aren't equipped with the right "factors of production." --HAHAH, SO WORLD HISTORY SOUNDING. ANYWAYS! Haha. So, I'm always checking online sites for decently priced, yet cute, dresses. Tell me why it's so hard to find a white/off-white dress?! My mom says to wait awhile becuase spring is right around the corner, which will bring out the lighter-colored dresses. I hate waiting though just because there's that chance that if I wait too long, my court will have nothing to wear! There's so much to do, so much to spend money on. Erghh! Oh and since some of the guys broke the basketball court last practice, not only did I get hell for it, my parents have to pay $350 + labor whch is another $100. It totally sucks... which is why I was so mad at them the past week, but talking to them was so hard for me. They're my best friends. :( Basketball isn't to be played at my house anymore, even when the new one is put up, but I just felt bad that my parents had to pay so much money for something they had no fault in, and my dad's sadness for the past week or so without a basketball court, his pride and joy, was pretty killer. But anyways... for my court: My house, Saturday @ 1. PLEASE DO NOT BE LATE! I know I'm going to be doing a lot of review with everyone since there wasn't practice last week. The time might be revised depending on when Marjo is having her cotillion practices, so I'll be sure to follow up with everyone. We're trynna work around each other's cotillions because well duh, that's my fucking bbygurl(= I love her, and I want her to have a successful cotillion, and I'm always willing to help! =)

Hmm, school. Report cards came yesterday. My parents were happy. 4 A's, 2 B's, weighted 4.0. School's been okay. I'm surprised that I had such a high percent in econ, on the count of I failed one of the tests! Well, then again, his assignments are worth so many points that I could've failed five tests and have still gotten an A. I have a test on 1984 tomorrow, and I'm only halfway through the book. Hello, Sparknotes! I plan to do volleyball at lunch with a few of the vars girls such as Anna, Sam, Jessica, Janelle, Istdel, and Dez. I'll be libero, and playing most of the time since I'm more of a defensive player, I guess you can say. It should be fun just because it's with them, and hey, what's there not to love about being back into the volleyball game? :) Mr. Westmoor on Friday was worth my five dollars. There were so many people to root for like, Patrick, Harold, Leo, Josh, Immanuel, but nevertheless, congratulations to Jan Jerome! You did great! :)

Okay for some random tidbits.. I gave up chocolate for Lent, and I didn't think it's be this difficult for me! I also gave up potato chips, too, but I don't even find that so hard. I literally had like 5 nosebleeds in the past week. One woke my ass up, one was in fucking ceramics class which was gross because I had clay on my hands since I was in the middle of making my pun piggybank, and three times TODAY. Holy fuck. That really cannot be good, since I had to call 911 when I was younger since I woke up from a nosebleed that really NEVER STOPPED until the paramedics people came. I ended up coughing blood up, and uhm, waking hella neighbors up. x__x, sorry! Hopefully, my nose bleeds stop soon. If not, I'll have to tell my parents, and they're gonna send me to the hospital, asap, which is one of my least favorite places to go! UGH. Anyways, I think I'm going to paint my nails blue, the shade EJ Brauner hella likes becuase he's homo! =)

And I think that's about all I'm going to say as of now. I'm sure other stuff has happened in the span of the two weeks that I haven't blogged, but you know me, I tend to easily forget things. 'Til next time, kiddos.

Cotty Practice #3 Today

I'm really sleepy, and I'm waking up at 9:30 to do additional cleaning and prepare food for people coming over. Right now, all I want to do is sleep with my baby. :(

Be back to blog later, bye.

As planned.

Yesterday I cleaned half of my room, had people come over, and practically finished AP stats chapter 10 test. I seem to be knocking things off my to do list one by oneeee! For today, I'm aiming for cleaning the other half of my room, complete fafsa, forensics powerpoint, and econ outline.

So that leaves me with (still needed to do in bold):
-DO FAFSA!
-Finalize DJ
-Finalize my special performer? (TOO EXPENSIVE! =/)
-Have cotillion practice?
-Marjo's cotillion practice?
-Look for favors
-Look for invitations (kinda did but not really)
-Plan photoshoot
-Chapters 10 take home test for AP stats
-Chapters 11 take home test for AP stats
-Finish all of 1984 by the end of break
-Econ chapters 8&9 outline
-Finish forensics powerpoint

NOT BAD! I HATE MS. SHEGOIAN FOR GIVING ME A B+ IN CERAMICS, and I don't think Speranza's going to round my 89.7 to a 90. That makes me super pissed because if I didn't make those careless mistakes, costing me SIX POINTS, on the last chapter test, I would have been a solid A-. FUCK MY LIFE! Time to watch Tyra and do what I want to complete for the day, toodles!

*PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTENT.

And to sum everything up..

When it comes to love, or well, mine and LT's, The Notebook couldn't have said it any better.

"Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing . . . So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out."

Don't get me wrong. We don't bicker 24/7. We have arguements, altercations, things get out of hand and to an extent that shouldn't even be reached. We've seen each other at our lowest moments, and yet, we've seen us at our best, which always gives us hope for better days. So when he told me last night that he was only getting mad because he wanted us to work out so much, I understood because I want just the same. I know he's waiting for the perfect time and moment to call me his officially because he wants to get this right. He knows this is his last chance with me, after everything. We've rushed things in the past, and we just don't want to lose each other anymore. We're working through everything, every hoe, guy, obstacle in our way. I don't want to jinx anything, but I just want to make it WITH him. So far I'm happy, he's happy. We have a lot to work on, but I see progress. Who said people didn't change for the better?

LetMeGetThisRight.mp3 -- Ne-Yo

I'm hungry.

Friday afterschool with LT at Stonetown. I bought us Sorabol to share, and we walked around the whole mall which got boring. I went to H&M, though! Too bad I don't have any money to buy anything there. -__- Anyways, after that, I went home to eat and switch cars while they took mine to pick up my sister at Davis. I used my parents' car to drive back to school to watch the last basketball game of the wholeee year! I sat on the Jeff side, like I usually do, from the second half of girls vars to the end of guys vars. I talked to Ching before he had to get dressed and play, which I loved seeing! Ching, you're goooooooood(= LT came to watch with me. I was mostly talking to Dimpz for the whole game. It was cool. Too bad the boys LOST. BOOOOOO, school rivalry!

Saturday was a crazy busy day. First and foremost, happy belated 18th birthday to my Besty, Patrick Prado. I love you, thanks for everything. I'm sorry I missed out on your crackiiin' party, but I'll make it up to you somehow. Anyways, My family and I went to the city to pick up items for my cotillion because I'm doing my own favors, centerpieces, and candles. It's going to be a lot of work, but it'll save me a lot of money, too. They're pretty cute. I spent what felt like my whole life there, though. That wasn' even the plan for that day. My mom hella just changed it last minute. I hate when she does that. She's so indecisive when it comes to everything. After that, we all ate at this Chinese restaurant, then my mom went grocery shopping because it was nearby, and then I was finally able to go home! -__- I showered, got dressed, and LT came to pick me up with Tiff and Aaron. We double dated! =D We watched Friday the 13th first. The black girl behind was hella funnyyyyyyyy. She was so ghetto, dude, lmao. OH! We saw Cindy and Joseph together, too! =) I got a large popcorn for 50 cents because Brian hooked it uppppppp! Thanks, dude! Patrick tried to, but he couldn't because the manager was there or something. TIFF MADE ME STEAL NACHO CHEESE, lmfao, jk. Sorry, God. =/ Thou shall not steal, I know. I haven't even stole anything in my entire life except a NSYNC poster from a magazine a long time ago. Anyways, the movie was okay. There were too many nipples for my liking, and I kinda wish Jason would just die already. How on earth does this guy have like, eternal life? I covered my eyes a lot and jumped in my seat, but it was okay because I had LT with me(= After the movie, we got COLDSTONE! YUMMMMMMMM! Everyone called me fat because I got Founder's Favorite which has like this huge piece of brownie mashed into it, but DUDE, THAT'S THE BEST FLAVOR OF ICE CREAM IN THE ENTIRE WORLD! I shared that with LT(= Then after getting ice cream, we all went bowling at Serrabowl. Dude, I suck mad balls at bowling. The balls are way too heavy for me! I was the lowest scorer. =( =( Oh well. We played two games while we watched the NBA All Star Weekend when it wasn't our turns. After bowling, we went to eat at Red Robin. We went to Best Buy while we waited for an open table. I was so entraced by this one guy playing guitar hero. I'm so noob when it comes to that game! After that, we went back to Red Robin where we got our table shortly after arriving. I ordered some pasta that they fucked up! I'm never ordering it again. I made LT take it home(= So we just ate, chilled, went through our wallets? Then we pretty much went home after that. LT came to my house and hung out for a bit before he went home. I got him a Mrs. Fields cookie cake, a box made in ceramics class filled with Sour Patch kids, a Snorlax I made in ceramics, and I helped paid for our Valentine's Day date expenses. He got me a SJSU jacket. I love it. I'm always wearing it. I am now(= Thank you, LTbaaaaaaby! I miss you. Thanks for a great Valentine's Day.

Yesterday, I showered real quick then went to cut my hair with my mom and sister. I just fixed my bangs and relayered my hair. It's not that different, but I'm just glad I got my bangs done! YAYYY! After that, my family and I ate lunch, then went to Costco with my sister and mom once again. I saw Jannerie! Haha. I just got some stuff there, then went home. I chilled for a bit, then watched the All-Star game! Holla at Tony Parker, though! What. a. BEAST! =) Go WEST, woot woot. HAHAH. My sister and her boyfriend are annoying. His second home is my home. Please do not talk throughout an entire basketball game when I'm right there trying to watch as well. UH-NOY-ING MUCH?! Whatevs.

Todayizzzzzzle. Basically, I went to Walmart and dropped my sister back off at Davis with fam. Nothing too special. Blah!

Tomorrow? AP stats quizzes? I don't know. I have a lot to do this week. FORSURE, though, I'm going to sleeeeeeeep the fuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkk iiiiiiiiiiin. UNHHHH!

**EVERYONE IN MY COURT**
COTILLION PRACTICE AT 1 THIS FRIDAY AT MY HOUSE. PLEASE, DO NOT BE LATE. IF YOU DID NOT ATTEND LAST WEEK'S PRACTICE/FORGOT WHAT YOU LEARNED COME AT 12. (I'll be catching Anna, Sam, and Gallo up then.) THERE WILL BE NO REVIEW AT 1, SO BE READY TO LEARN NEW CHOREOGRAPHY. THANK YOUUUUUUUU!

NTS: Talk to court about photoshoot, corsages/boutinerres/tuxes.

Alright, I'm tired of computer-ing. I'm gonna lie in bedddddd! Bye, loves!

President Week, come NOW!

I don't think anything remarkable happend in the past few days, so I guess I'll just recap today's events.

We watched that torture video about "Gitmo" and other things that pertained to well... torture. It's interesting, yet.. embarrasing for our country to have people abused the way they are, especially when one, the torture put on these.. prisoners don't even reveal any significant information to our American soldiers, so they're basically torturing them for nothing, andddddd the torture is way too extreme, especially when it's not 100% guaranteed that these captured prisoners are absolutely guilty. Anyways... I got my test back in AP stats. I could've gotten a 78/100 instead of 72/100 if I wasn't so careless with my work. I got marked off for not doing the final step in a formula, like.. taking the square root of this one number.. so yeah that was 5 points. AND THEN, OMGOSH, AND THEN I freaking put the decimal in the wrong place... but my numbers were all correct, giving me -1! BOOOOOOO! With that 6 points, I could have an A in AP stats for the grading period! Now, I have an A-. -__- BOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Anyways, in econ, we were the in the library again, and I didn't even research the stimulus package for our term paper becuase that's boring! So, I just was online doing stuff like.. looking at fmylife.com lmao and cleaning out my e-mail. In ceramics, I finished glazing my project. It took forever and a day, and I'm hoping it comes out nice. At lunch, I play singled out because I knew the mystery guy was my besty(: He said he didn't want to win an ugly girl, which is why he wanted me to play. I FREAKING LOST, THOUGH. That shows how well I know my besty. It sucks, though because if I answered the way I wanted to instead of guessing Patrick's answers, I would've WON! FML, there goes on free movie ticket! Alexis one, though, and that's good at least! In psych, we had a ugly sub and did more peer editing of 4th periods' final projects. I saw Joseph's and David's! HAHAHA. :) In forensics, we took notes... and we were like talking about classification and evolution which bought up the words homo sapiens, homo erectus, etc. LMAO, are we immature or what? The moment Mrs. Marshall said "We are all homos," it was pretty much a done deal. Everyone was laughing, as stupid as it was looking back on it. Whatever, though. Then afterschool, Dillon, Harry, and I went on a very unsuccessful mission. :( EPIC FAIL! Man, I don't even want to talk about it. It'll just make me sad-er.

Tomorrow, IFD! Yummay! Also, tomorrow is the last basketball game of the year. Jeff plays Westmoor, yaaay! I FINALLY GET TO SEE CHING PLAY BASKETBALL IN OUR 6 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! It should make him happy, too because his girlfriend is leaving for Sojourn tomorrow, I think, making her miss tomorrow's game and Valentine's Day. Daaamn, that sucks! Hopefully me being at the game will cheer him up. Valentine's Day with LT this Saturday. I hope it's a day to remember FOR BOTH OF US. We can only see. Sunday, I'm giving my hair a little trim, and then of course, HELLLOOOOOOOOO PRESIDENTS' WEEK!

To-Do List for Next Week:
-DO FAFSA!
-Finalize DJ
-Finalize my special performer?
-Have cotillion practice?
-Marjo's cotillion practice?
-Look for invitations
-Plan photoshoot
-Chapters 10/11 take home tests for AP stats
-Finish all of 1984 by the end of break
-Econ chapters 8&9 outline
-Finish forensics powerpoint
-LOVEDONES<3 --must make time for them(:

Time to do homework and my nails! ABDC tonight, too! Catch me layta'!

Monstruous winds.

I didn't want to get out of my warm ass bed this morning. I barely used any cold water in my shower today. I was super early to school today, so I chilled in my car for a good five minutes before walking in the building. It is so cold and so windy. I am not wearing flats in this weather anymore. -__- English was of course, 1984 related. She returned last week's quiz, and I got a B on it. Not bad for someone who didn't read up to the required chapter. AP stats had me dozing, even though I should've paid attention because he was going over the chapter quizzes, which are essientially the same thing as the chapter test. I guess I feel like I can snooze because this chapter and the next will have take home tests, and of course, multiple heads work better than one... if my brain even amounts to one (if so, barely.) Anyways... economics was a total drag. He went over the term paper on the stimulus package. Word around the street is that the stimulus package is about 647 pages or so, and he said to "skim." -______- You have to be fucking me, bro. It's due the first week of March, and I swear I hope he postpones it like he did with his class last semester, just because he's so anal about the formatting, length, etc. of papers. It's really insane. It makes me think he has OCD, or he's a die hard perfectionist. I did nothing in ceramics except fill out a worksheet about my next project about creating a piggybank with a "pun." If you don't know what a pun is, look it up(= I bought that damn Datamatch from FBLA for $1.50 just to be disappointed at who my matches were. UHHHHHHH, JOE PEEZY? FTL! I did get Marvin and Said as matches as well, so yay, I guess. I made Dillon go with me to my car at lunch, too, to get the chips I brought for the party in forensics. I went to drop it off in the classroom afterwards and saw my niggas EJ and BJ! =) Then in psychology we finished the Spike Lee movie Do The Right Thing. THEY KILLED RADIO RAHEEM!!! :( The ending was sad, but I liked it. The movie seemed to teach advocate an important message without making it cliche or whatnot. I wouldn't even call what we had in forensics a party. It lasted like 15 minutes because I was the only one out of 5 people to bring food. Stupid whores! Hahaha. Then we did some forensics stuffff. Then, I made Dillon go with me to the principal's office to get my guess pass signed. It was an unsuccessful trip because apparently, Mr. Reyes is a very busy man. Ms. Meade was in a meeting, and Ms. "Big Man" Contreras was out sick. Ain't that something? Hopefully I'll get all my shit taken care of, especially because the tickets only remain on sale at this cheaper price for two more days.. yeeikes. Then I went home, made egg salad(:, and just chilled in beddd.

For tonight, I'll be watching Secret Life of the American Teenager and The City because Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill ended their season last week, I think. For homework, I have to study for my econ test tomorrow, start on my forensics project, think of pictures to take for tomorrow when my group and I do the psychology, project, 1984 worksheet/reading, and AP stats bookwork. Let's see how much I can get done..

For you YouTubers, I'm sure Jeremy will upload the cha cha video shortly. Befriend me on YouTube, or if you can't, just ask me for my account information. PLEASE PRACTICE YOUR STEPS, EVERYONE! Please and thank you!

LT; I ain't slippin', I'm just beginning. What they know about this? Nothing, I tell you.. NOTHING. You never cease to amaze me, in bad ways and in good... but of course, I'll handle you at your worst to get you at your best. We're all works in progress, and well, I do love you. I can't deny it.

Okay, byeeeeee!

Good weekend!

Yesterday was my most productive cotillion practice yet. Thank you for the choreographers for coming on time and teaching us so much, and of course, thank you to the people in my court who came and danced in the hot ass sun for hours! I recorded the whole sequence I did with Jordan on Jeremy's camera, and he'll upload it to YouTube ASAP, hopefully. I need everyone who is in my court to befriend me on YouTube in order to see these cha cha videos because the videos are private in order to keep the matter of surprise intact and to keep it away from byterz, ahah. EVERYONE PLEASE PRACTICE what you learned yesterday because there will be no practice this upcoming weekend because of Valentine's Day. However, I may have practice the Friday of President's week, but it's still about 2 weeks from now, which is long enough for people to forget! Cotillion practice is always fun with my lovely court, though(= It's always fun, and it's really good to see how far we're comin with having only 2 practices down. It kind of relieves some of my worries and stress I have about perfecting each of the dances in time. At this rate, we're going to be great. I really can't wait! :) People ended up leaving my house at 4. It was good 3 hours of dancing, with an hour or so of YUMMY food made by Mommy dearest oh and basketball, of course. After everyone left, Jordan and I hung out, and he had dinner here. I got addicted to his DS to the point where I ended up thinking about how I missed playing it so much multiple times today. We watched Wedding Crashers and took some cute pictures on my laptop with my webcam(= Then, me, him, my sister, and her boyfriend, Matt went to get fro-yo at Yogurt Circle. Tell me why I got the most yogurt + toppings and finished it before everyone else. Haha, I'm a fatty. Then, Jay went home at like 10ish, and that was it.




Well today, I went to Target and around the mall with my sister just to get some stuff and to look around --no bopper status, of course! Then, we went home and ate lunch while I watched the Spurs beat the Celtics! :) Jordan came, and we spent time for a little bit. Afterwards, I cleaned my room, and I've been watching both High School Musicals for the past how many hours? And now, it's raining, and I'm actually glad it is, despite how much I don't really like the rain. California needs it though, yea? We're in some sort of drought, so I'm told. Raiiiiinnnnnn awaaaaaay.

Okay, tooots!

020709 ;]

Hey its jordan and cristina is homo kay bye =]

I ain't ya' bitch, BITCH!

I didn't make the swim team for whatever reason I'm not quite sure of. It really got me trippin' a few days ago, but I'm over it now. Kumon isn't hiring, so no job for me. Josua Reyes lost my forensics homework, so that means I have to do it all over again, in addition to the homework she assigned tonight. -__- And uhm, I guess that's about it.

I've been working my butt of in school this week, I think. I kind of get the feeling I get taken advantage of from some people, and it's getting me pretty irritated. Other than that, I've been doing the infinite amount of homework everyday and well, nothing's really new. I'm still broke for Valentine's Day. Time to hustle... haha. I really think I only have like a dollar in my wallet. -__- Ugh, so fucking annoying. Whatever, I'll get mine. LT's basketball game tomorrow, cotillion practice Saturday with the hopes of no rain and no late choreographer who hasn't been at school the whole week... If you missed the last practice or your partner wasn't present last week, come at 12. If you came last week and so did your partner, please come at 12:30, thanks. I'm hoping to get everyone out by like 3 or 4, so let's be productive, everyone!I didn't realize that I only have 5 months until my cotillion. It would be ideal if everyone learned the cha cha routine by April, then start the waltz routine and finish by June, then like 3 practices a week in the month of June to learn hip hop. We all need to be productive.. especially because everyone's involved in multiple cotillions. I have so much to do, and president's week coming up will be the time I get my shit together for this cotillion of mine. I'm sending in the dress measurements like tomorrow, something I should have done awhile ago, do invitations, favors, get a dj, wardrobe for photoshoot, schedule photoshoot, wardrobe for hip hop, wardrobe for guys for the actual cotillion... =/ AHHH!

Well, this is just a brief little thing I decided to do since it's been awhile. I had crispy chicken and taro milk tea from Quicklys today, and I'm still full I have the longest homework list (see away msg, haha), but I'm hoping I'll breeze right through it. I need to watch ABDC!! QUEST CREW!! I'VE BEEN A FAN OF DOMINIC EVER SINCE SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE, dude! Haha, okay. BYE!!!

I can't complain.

I got a whole lot of homework off my chest after Friday, which made me relax this weekend, even though I have to read over a hundred pages of 1984, and finish all of Warriors Don't Cry for Friday. Friday afterschool, I hung out with some of Thr3mix and cutie TiffZhong at Serramonte for a bit to pick up some stuff, then dropped them all off at Aaron's. Actually, Aaron dropped them off at his house himself. He drove my car! Haha.

Yesterday was my first cotillion practice. Eunice, Zara, and Anna were missing because they were at the Peer Resources retreat. Samantha's been really sick and was even admitted to the emergency room earlier this week, so I told to her to stay home and rest. Feel better, girllll! OH AND CHING, I fucking yelled at on the phone for not coming to practice even thought he promised he would and said that he had basketball practice yesterday and that it was MY FAULT that I DIDN'T call HIM Friday night to find out IF HE HAD PRACTICE?! LIKE, THE FUCK? IF YOU HAVE BASKETBALL PRACTICE AND CAN'T MAKE IT TO MY COTILLION PRACTICE, IT IS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY TO CALL YOU AND ASK IF YOU'RE COMING WHEN YOU SAID YOU WERE. PLUS, I AIN'T NO FUCKING PSYCHIC AND KNOW YOU HAD BASKETBALL PRACTICE. -____- Trina and Vern, the chorographers, were late, but the court and I learned some of the basics. Aaron, Jay, Vivi, and I taught people the basic 8 count for cha cha. On "breaks," people would play basketball, and somewhere in the midst of that, Andy 360-round kicked my volleyball in my face. -______- I liked how everyone laughed at me, lmao. Oh well. I'm hoping we get more dancing done next practice, especially since I decided to do 3 dances for my cotillion. Everyone seemed to enjoy my mom's food. The guys practically inhaled my food, hahaha. After most people left, Andy, Aaron, Tiff, Jordan, Dillon, and Jeremy all stayed and we ate, hung out, watched the Warriors game and whatnot. It was pretty fun(= Next weekend, since it's raining, I'm hoping to have cotillion practice at Andy's. Hopefully that can be arranged. I have a lot of catching up to do with people who didn't come yesterday...

Costco, HW, Superbowl?, and some other shit.
Latessss.

I LOVE MY LT!

I'm out of out of shape.

I started my day off pretty ugly. I realized that I forgot my swim stuff for tryouts today at home two blocks away after leaving for school. -__- I couldn't turn back around to get it because I was already running late. So, I totally pulled a "Me, You, and Everyone We Know," type thing by hella saying, "FUUUUUUUUCK. Fuck you, fuck me..." in the car and stopped in the midst of that because I caught myself being retarded like the girl in the movie. If you don't know what I'm talking about, refer to one of my previous blogs and watch the scene from the movie. It's pretty funny, actually, though, lol. I actually did work in english and AP stats. Econ was probably one of the highlights of my day. He announced the test scores we took on Thursday. I got 72/80 on the chapter 2 test and 72/40 on the chapter 3 test because it was blind. I got the highest in my class, as far as I'm concerned. The new guy overheard me saying my score to Bernard because he has asked me, and he was like "The 72 scores were YOURS?! Daaaaang, hella smart." I was like o_O. I just smiled and looked down because I find that guy weird sometimes, even though everyone thinks he's cute. -__- My ram in ceramics came out okay. I didn't really care for it. Pscyh we did that lit circle. In forensics, we did that part one of the lab. I finally got to spend time with BJ and EJ today! Of course, they were messing with me, and at one point, EJ threw me over his shoulder and carried me until Mrs. Marshall told him to stop, haha. I do love those two dorks' company, though. As much as they instigate such stupid nonsense with me, at the end of the day, I can't complain. I love them<3 Afterschool, I went straight to my car and went home to get my swim stuff. Instead of going the usual way through M.P. Brown, I decided to go another way, past Ben Franklin, and I got home a lot faster that way. I ended up getting to the pool at 3:15, which was pretty good, considering I had dressed and drove there and back all in half an hour. I saw Mr. Brady on the way. He wished me luck, and I wished him luck on having his basball tryouts. I was the last one in line to arrive at the pool. I saw a girl I recognized from last year's tryouts, and we ended up talking. She was really nice. I look foward to getting to know her more this season. Her name is "Jay." I'm guessing it's a nickname, haha. I was talking to her the whole time because there were quite a few people ahead of me, and the tryouts process itself was going pretty slow. I think I did okay, especially compared to the people who tried out, no offense. There was this one freshman though who'd totally whoop my ass in swimming, anyday. I saw her butterfly, and I was like, daaaamn, girl!! I'd kill to be able to the fly, man. I swam for years and never got it. I have a lot to work on if I make the swim team. Not only will I have to fundraise and support MYSELF with swim because my parents already told me that they're not paying for shit for me to be on the team, I have to train really hard. I cannot be tired after two laps... which essientally was tryouts. I haven't REALLY swam in forever. I "swam" in the Philippines in the summer, but I mean, I wouldn't call that swimming necessarily. I'd call that fucking around, dude. HAHA. After trying out, I slowly got dressed becuase my legs felt like jello, and I was out of breath. I think I did my freestyle too fast. I think it was because all the varstiy swimmers happened to have taken a break the same time I was swimming. -__- Anyways, I went home, only to realize I had forgotten my homework at school. SO, I went back to school, ony to realize I hadn't forgotten any homework at all, and that in fact, I had it with me all along. So for the day, I made two unecessary trips that could've been prevented if I was more cautious of my surroundings, oh and I probably wasted a good amount of gas, too. Fuck me.

Oh aaand... my Valentine's Day could possibly be ruined. I'm going to have to work around it. =/

Tonight, lots of homework, which is pretty much on my agenda for everyday of this week. I'm going to tape Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill and watch The Secret Life of the American Teenager, A Real Chance Reunion, and The City. After this week, I'll be able to relax. Tomorrow, school and going to Jeff to see Ching and give him Steph's gift that I forgot to give her on Saturday. Wednesday, I think I'll go to 24 and workout afterschool. Thursday and Friday are still undecided, even though I feel like I already have something planned, but I can't remember. I think Friday I'm just going to clean up and help my mom prepare for tomorrow. If anything, I'll eat out with Jay Wong or hang out with friends. Saturday is my first cotty practice. Everyone be at my house at 1 please! Harry, Joseph, and Ching will be partner-less because Anna, Zara, and Eunice will be on that retreat for Peer Resources. Oh well, we'll all manage. The girls will just have to rotate, or something. I have a lot to do on for my cotty, on the real, though. I need to finalize my DJ and favors ASAP, and find a day for my court photoshoot that's convenient for everyone. Oh and that damn guest list, too... ahh.

Homework:
-1984 reading
-1984 worksheet?
-AP stats bookwork
-Chpt. 4 & 5 outline
-Development essay
-Warriors Don't Cry reading
-Forensics case

Tooooooooooodles!

I don't really like Sundays.

I swear school went by really slow on Friday. I drove home, and waited for Jay to come. We went to 88 Rice Bowl and coincidentally saw Thr3mix there. We ate and all hung out. Then we went to Aaron's house to play Cranium. Jeremy was my partner. -_- lol! I left early with Jay though to watch him coach his basketball games, so no one was really declared a winner. I watched Jay coach at Ben Franklin's new gym. I have NOT been there since I graduated, I think. HAHA. It's pretty sweeeet! After that, we went to Westmoor vs. Jeff game. We came just in time for boys varsity. WHS lost by 2, and it was sad! Ching didn't play! =( =( It was nice seeing him, though. I wuvv my BFFL! I also saw Mr. Brady! I haven't seen or spoken to him in awhile. It was nice! =) After that, Jay just dropped me home.

EPT as SFSU yesterday morning was a waste of my life. I'm pretty iffy on how well I did on my test. I'll be damned if I'm put into remedial english when I was once in AP english. Kevin and I were practically the only two Filipino people there. The majority of the students taking the test were white and gigantesque. I swear, everyone looks so grown and tall. Am I going to be looking like a sixth grader compared to everyone around me for the rest of my life? The odds of my growing ever again are slim to none... so damnit, I guess so.

Steph's Debut last night was pretty cooool(= I sat with her cousin and her family, and they were really nice and funny! After that, I ended up going to Zara's table with Anna, Eunice, and Allison. I loveddd seeing Ching(= again, ahaha. I pretty much danced with my girls for the night after the dinner, slideshow, and roses and candles. I met some new people, too. They were all really nice. And uhh... that's all I'm going to say about that night.

To Do List:
-Prepare for swim tryouts tomorrow; get forms signed
-Psych Lit Circle #3
-Development essay due Friday (HOLY SHIT I BETTER START DOING IT. 2 PAGES A DAY, MAYBE?!)
-1984 reading
-AP stats bookwork
-Forensics Case

Okayyyyyyyyy, byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Para bailar la bamba.

I decided to leave early for school five minutes earlier than usual because it was raining, and me + rushing on wet roads = a definite no-no. Good thing I did, too, because there was hella traffic.. which I hate!

I was already falling asleep in english because I've been so sleep deprived, and looking at the days/nights ahead of me, I probably won't see a good amount of sleep for awhile. I ate my yogurt as my quick breakfast, and we watched 1984. I knew it looked vaguely familiar.. and I was then reminded I watched it in Mrs. McGraw's class in world history sophomore year. AP stats was just more review, boring. Econ = NO TEST?! Of-fucking-course. It's postponed 'til Friday because some people in our class just blah blah blahh to Mr. Ferrari, totally throwing him off. Oh well, I GUESS. In ceramics, I finished glazing my ram, and the fucking french sub, Ms. Dubeif (DO-QUEEEF!) called my ram "Baba, the elephant." THE FUCK?! I didn't make no fucking elephant. It's obviously A RAM, A CUTE ONE AT THAT BECAUSE I MADE IT, DAMNIT. After that, Marjo, Nancy, Sam, Patrick, Harold, Denise, and I all laughed at a certain guy in our class who always has his mouth open and just totally looks disfigured. To think, that I ever liked him... Now, he gives us all a good laugh at how ugly he is. It's so horrible... I can't even describe how hard, how MUCH I was laughing that period. The seniors in the class know wassup. I'd pretty much die in that class without them, with all the immature junior guys. Yucky. Psych was funny. Liberty Heights is a pretty good movie. That guy jizzed in his pants after a touch near his thingy thing. I SAW SHANE WEST, AND I PRACTICALLY DIED. I subconciously whispered, "Oh my god. He's so cute!" I'm sure Patrick heard me, LOL. Forensics was just note taking. Since no one sits next to me, this guy named Alfonso(sp?) decided to sit next to me, and we just started talking. He's nice, and I helped him on the stuff we were working on. Mrs. Marshall picked on me, AGAIN, just because being formerly affiliated with EJ, she knows I can answer her questions and what not. I must admit, though, that this time I didn't. It was probably because she caught me off guard. EJ's pretty smart though. I gotta' give it to that sucka. He presented to the whole class, hella off guard about like PCR or some shit. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT. After that, I met up with Sandy, Kevin, and Manny. I dropped Sandy off home, then the rest of us went to Kevin's house. I was supposed to study AP stats with Kevin in order to prepare for the test tomorrow, but the three of us spent the majority of the time playing rockband and talking to each other. I<3them. ROCKBAND IS FUN, EVEN THOUGH I COULDN'T PLAY THAT SHIT IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT. Kevin and Manny, you guys are such great singers.. PARA BAILAR LA BAMBA oh and of course... GET LOW MMMMMM MMMMMM MMMMMMMM!!!! LMAO, I hope you guys read this. I needed some relaxation during this stressful week. Thanks guys! I dropped Manny home afterwards, did some homework, cooked rice, webcammed with my sister when my parents home, ate dinner... and now I'm here.

The schedule:
Tomorrow: Westmoor @ Jefferson basketball --BFFL CHING<33
Saturday: EPT @ SFSU in the morning, Steph's cotty at night
Sunday: SUPER homework mode
Monday: Swimming tryouts D=

Tonight, main focus on AP stats test tomorrow and maybe some Warriors Don't Cry reading. I feel like something else is missing in my agenda... I hope I remember it.

Less than,
You are the biggest thing in my itty bitty world...

Bye, everyone.

Just some catch-up.

I do love late starts.

Yesterday, Starbucks with Jeremy and Harry. I got my Apple Chai Infusion, which pretty much tastes like, a 'warm apple pie in my mouth,' in Aaron's words. I finished my 1984 quiz while watching Barack Obama's inauguration and talking to Eunice all simultaneously. I<333Obama. Econ was pretty chill. Of course the whole fucking class would throw him off topic while he tries to review us for our test. It's okay... I'll just study by myself from the book, and get my A. >=] Psych.. just the lit circle. We're watching Liberty Heights now. I used context clues to find out what a 'schlong' was. I'm good, huh?

Today, I picked Eunice up and met up Leo and Patrick at school. Then we all rode in MY car to McDonald's where we met up Anna while the fattyboys ate and stuff. After that, we had like less than an hour before school started so we all went to my house. Leo and Patrick practically fell in love with my huge basketball court, which I told them they're welcome to antime. They all met Shadow. Patrick even hit him with the ball when he airballed! Hella saddddd!! Haha. It was really fun, though. That's my breakfast club, man. We have pictures. Eunice will probably upload them later. But man, I do love them.

January 2008

October 2008
[insert picture here, haha]
January 2009
Happy one year, bweakfast club! Ahaha.

AP stats was more of a health class... again. We talked about pre-mature babies having no 'bums' and gynocologists, and it even somehow lead to me telling the whole class I wanted to be the nurse, strangely enough. On the bright side, the test was postponed until Friday... so I'm not complaining. In ceramics, I strenuously glazed my ram. It's alright looking.. but it was a pain in the ass to glaze because of all its detail. I was forgetting to blink because my eyes were so fixed on my project. -__- Forensics is super boring. Stupd EJ and BJ didn't talk to me! I ended up talking to Trina, my cotillion choreographer about our ideas. It made me really excited. I think my dances are going to turn out great and FUN! There are gonna be two other people helping her choreograph, and I'm just worried about the price as of now because my mom spent hella money on the videographer/photographer, the venue itself, etc etc. I have so much to do, it's not even funny. I'm going to stop talking about it now... haha. It'll just stress me out even more, when that really is the farthest thing from my mind right now. I have school to worry about, swim team tryouts Monday, and some guy that... blows my mind, in of course, the best way possible. Still, by no means does that mean I WANT a boyfriend, but just to put it out there... I DO have feelings for someone else, someone really special to me (duh.) But, maybe I'll save that for another day, since I'm so reluctant to let anyone know my 'secret.'

Afterschool, I went to Eunice's house so I could try on a black dress she's lending me for Steph's cotty on Saturday because I'll be so busy this week that I won't have time to buy a dress for myself. I have to study for my AP stats test tomorrow afterschool, Westmoor vs. Jefferson basketball game Friday to support my boys (from both schools, I know, so shut up!), EPT at SFSU Saturday morning, Steph's cotty at night. Sunday will most definitely be homework day, and I know it'll be a bitch catching up on everything, but I get the job done. HOLLA.

For tonight, my main prioritis are:
-Study for Chpts. 3 and 3 for econ test tomorrow
-Outlines for chpts. 2 and 3
-Read to chpt 8 in 1984
-Forensics case
-Warriors Don't Cry reading --which, I'm really behind on.. and I doubt I'll be able to make a dent in that book tonight

So now, I'm going to cook rice, and do my list of hw so I can make time to ooVoo later. Find me: lacsonbaaaby.

Since everyone relies on me for music...

Here's like a snippet of my Recently Added playlist:
In Ya Phone ft. Fabolous -- Trey Songz
Do For You ft. Fabolous -- Marques Houston
Next To You ft. Mya -- Mike Jones
Be My Vixen -- Miguel Jontel
Never Ever -- Ciara
My Love ft. Mariah Carey -- The Dream

And I've already sent the mp3s out to people, too. Haha.

And my homework list... well periods 1, 3, 5 because of block schedule:
-1984, must catch up
-Isn't there an econ test on chapter 2 to study for? I'll ask Gallo.
-Lit Circle #2 and that shitload of reading on Warriors Don't Cry

RAWRRRRR!!

Well, yesterday was chill. They showed a handful of my favorite chick flicks throughout the whole day yesterday. My mom was at a get together with her friends, and my sister and her boyfriend went to eat and watch The Unborn. As for me, I cleaned and just did shit online. Today, I plan to do homework after eating out with my family and going to the appointment I have with my possible videographer/photgrapher. I have my DJ. His name is like, DJ G.Wayne, or something. I don't know... My mom really likes him, so I'm not even going to try to argue, especially because she's been totally on my case lately saying I haven't done shit for my cottillion. I started my guest list, and I'm not even finished with it. It turns out I'm going to have to cut a hell of a lot people off my list. Since the venue I'm renting can fit roughly 140 people, I wanted to invite 100 of my friends and 40 of my family friends. I'm doing my friends and I'm at 130 people, and like I said, I'm not done yet! So I honestly... don't know what to do, who to cut out, to the point where I just saved it and x-ed out the list out of frustration. I'll get back to it later...

I still need a dress for Steph's cotty. As for now, fam time. Toootsie.

Late to school for the 2nd time in my entire life.

I'll try to recap what I remember...

I went to the beach with Eunice, Manny, Joseph, and Kevin afterschool Monday. Then, In&Out Wednesday afterschool with Thr3mix guys + Jay Wong. Yesterday, I picked up Jay and we ate Yogurt Circle and walked around Westlake.

Today.
Oh boyy. This morning, I woke up and realized it was 7:50... I ended up coming to school at 8:30. I haven't been late to school since Ben Franklin. I guess that was a sign saying my day at school wouldn't be all that great. It really totally made me depressed. I came in the midst of first period, and I did some of my 1984 quiz. AP stats was bland, except the fact Mr. Speranza found David Gallo's keys in his class and thought they were mine because of the Winterball keychain we took hanging around his lanyard. Pop quiz in econ, perfect score. Ceramics, I finished my ram, and it looks like shit, and can you tell I don't give a fuck? Psychology, we did stuff about our development essay that I half-assed for the rough draft. Forensics was a blur because I was sleepy, and I had a headache and because the class is just so easy and boring to begin with. Afterschool, Jeremy, Christine, Marjo, Ej, Harry, Aaron, Jasmine, Joseph, Andy, Jay Wong, and Dillon all went to the beach. We met at my house, went to 7/11, I MADE AN ILLEGAL TURN, then we all went to the beach, playing football, throwing each other in the water, and just running, wrestling, etc. etc. I watched the sunset, finally, and it was cute. I dropped Marjo off, and then went home myself. My legs hurt from shaving too fast, and right now, all I want to do is chill. My sister is coming home from Davis tonight, so yay, I guess?

But real mothafuckin' talk, this three day weekend is totally needed.

Reminders for little old me:
Memorize the cha cha hip hop sequence I thought up for my cotty before I forget.
Buy a dress for Steph's cotty next Saturday
Save money for my epic ass surprise
CATCH UP ON ALL MY HW -__-

Okay, toots.

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Yesterday...
English and AP stats were nothing special, except for the fact that we had an uhm, 'interesting' sex talk during stats. Econ was a pop quiz which was easy, then Ferrari pretty much played 21 questions with our class. Haha, funny. Ceramics was lame. We finished The Great Debaters in psychology. It's a pretty good movie! Forensics we went over the lab and did our case studies. She caught me chewing gum, but she didn't kick me out because she fucking LOVES me, haha. Well, I don't know. I'm the only one who can answer her questions, which are basically mainstream biology. Afterschool, was the car photoshoot for the yearbook. It was pretty sick. People popped their hoods and like, yeah, I don't know. I ended up sitting on the hood of my car for my solo, and then I did a group picture with like, Camille, Anna, Nancy, Russell, and me all sitting on the trunks of our cars. I had to move my car in order to do that, haha. After that, I drove Sam and me to Jeff to visit Ching. Then us 3 and Francis went to Keith's house, said hi to people, then I drove us to In&Out. We talked, ate, and Ching asked me to watch his game cuz Jeff had a quad game too against South City. I was like, if anything, I'm going to see Westmoor's Quad after I go home and also said that he always get injured before I can ever see him play at the games I go to for him. He even talked about me being at his senior night because he wanted me there to stand behind whim with his family when he was announced. Cuuute, right? But yeah, I ended up not going to either of the quads because my head hurted a lot. =( Anyways, after chillin' at In&Out, looking through each other's phones, conversing, I drove Ching and Francis back to Jeff, I drove Sam back to Westmoor, and I went home and knocked out while my mom and my dad went to pick my sister up at Davis. I woke up, went online to see Janine's, my friend from Jeff, myspace status saying "Hope Ching's okay." I fucking panic, dude. I call Ching, and he's in the ER, and his voice made me want to cry because it sounded so sad and pained. I couldn't help but feel as if I jinxed his injury, even though he claims that he is merely just prone to injury. He dislocated his shoulder, and I'm hoping he's not out for the whole season. It's his last year, and I honestly haven't seen him play for Jeff throughout our whole high school lives. I wish he never transferred to Jeff from Westmoor! He should've just stayed with me. :( :( I'm just hoping and praying Ching gets better soon. He called me this morning, and he's home now. He doesn't even remember calling me last night because he was too drugged to remember. Soooooo sad! Ching, I love you with all my heart. BFFL, 'til infinity.

Today...
Woke up at like 11. I went to Costco with my mom and sister, then Target. I saw Ms. Lico and Ms. Paul at Costco, but I only said hi to Ms. Paul, haha. After all of that, I went home. The weather is awesome today! Some skateboarders on my street got in my way when I was going to my car to pick up some lunch, and one of them said said "This is for you, lady." and he did some whack ass trick that he didn't even stick, and I just rolled my eyes, dude. I went to Ranch to get some yummy food, and I ended up seeing Harry, even though I wasn't sure that was him at the time, haha! Then I went home to eat. I cleaned a bit, but I have another headache to do anymore. I'll probably take a nap so I can clean, and do the shit load of homework that I have. I'm too lazy to list it, but take my word for it... I have A LOT.

'Til next time.

B+'s are ugly. Hi, I love Kevin Dayacap!

English today was okay. Mrs. Grandfield passed back work that was corrected, and I was surprised to have get perfect scores on all of them. I guess she could tell I felt that way because she said, "SEE, you CAN do it." totally implying my laziness interfering with my intelligence. :( She's so right though, and I couldn't help but look down, filled with shame and guilt, and muttered "Thanks," under my breath. I swear... I feel bad when my parents and my teachers hella hella believe in me, and I just half ass some of my shit. That's just not going to happen anymore! AP stats was okay. I subconciously answered another one of his questions when he gave me the "WHO SAID THAT?! O_O" because it wasn't intended for anyone's ears but mine. I hate when he does that because my heart seems to stop for a quick minute for some reason. Econ today = no quiz! He was going on THE randomest tangents about his most embarrassing moment in highschool, his ineptitude in sports, and his pimp status! HAHA, okay, maybe not the last one, but can you believe he's "engaged" to a girl he sees once in every four months? AND, she's older than him, AND he wants 12 KIDS... Uhh, they don't come at that age, buddy. He said he wants to have those kids all through sex, too, and I was fucking DYING, dude! He was saying hella funny stuff, which made the time go by so fast, so we did that the whole period! Ceramics is boring, haha. Lunch with Thr3mix. Sandy gave me a bathing suit I could buy off her for swimming coming up. I still have to talk to my mom about trying out -__-. Psychology, got our new books with my old ID card becasue I don't know where me new one went, and we worked in groups. I LOVE MY LIT CIRCLE GROUP<3 Patrick Prado, Aaron Feliciano, and Bobby Chen, ftw! In forensics, we did a cheek cell lab by spitting in a cup. I have my DNA in a small test tube, do you want it?! HAHA, jk. EJ and BJ paid me a visit, and I was happy! I went to P4 to get my AP stats book after school because I didn't realize I left it there until I checked my locker for it. I was so scared someone took it or something. Then, Thr3mix went to the parking lot after school because they did some prank on people's cars by putting condoms on it. Good thing they didn't get mine! ;) They don't know where I park that's why, haha. Then, I started driving out of the parking lot, and Dillon tried to get in my way. Hahaha, faggot. I picked up Jay at his house since he lived near Westmoor, and he bought me Tapex, even though I told him not to! He got me my favorite drink, thanks! Then we went to Walgreens because he needed something. Some other bitch took up all of my lane and almost hit me again. I'm like a magnet for accidents. -__- Then, I dropped him home, then I went home because I had a headache. I napped until 6:30 or so, cooked rice, wash dishes, and cleaned my room a bit. I just finished dinner, and I checked my grades on Communicado. I'm not proud of them at all, even though those are the grades I deserve for being infected with senioritis so early in the year. 3.0 GPA, weighted GPA 3.5. It'll get better though... guarantee it.

Homework:
-Read 1984 chapters 1-3 for Monday
-AP stats bookwork Day 95
-Read Warriors Don't Cry to Chapter 8 for Monday
-Written assignments for psych lit circles?
-Lab questions for forensics

Doing my homework during the Lakers vs. Warriors game, then sleep. I'm hoping to sleep before midnight because I've been tired-ish feeling, and I like feeling alert in my classes so I can learn what I have to! Haha, alrighty, toodles.

Mad sleeeepy!

I dropped J-Rem off at work today afterschool, and I was going home at making left on that 3-way intersection a little past St. Andrews on Southgate, and some girl didn't stop at the fucking stop sign and almost crashed into me. You know how bad that could've been? That would've HIT ME because I'm driving on the left side of my car, and I was making a LEFT turn, while she was going straigh. Stupid stupid STUUUUUPID bitch.

Okay, so I'm home, just finished dinner. Homework to do:
-Read 1984? o_O
-Day 94 for AP stats
-Study for Econ quiz tomorrow x_x
-Organize Econ binder, take my governemnt stuff out, boo! :(
-Ceramics project
-I should start on my Psych Development essay, but I probably won't

School today was okay. English and AP stats went by pretty fast, I almost fell asleep during Ferrari's supply + demand lecture, same with ceramics and Ms. Shegoians racist remarks, I like the movie we're watching in psych (The Great Debaters), and forensics is too fucking easy. I miss EJ and BJ entirely, but they still seem to show me love even if they're at other tables.

After school I bought a salad at Trader Joe's after dropping J-Rem at work. I wanted the salad without the chicken, but they were sold out, so I gave my chicken to Jay, haha! I'm trying to actually be on a diet. Ironically, Oprah's show was about being healthy and what not. Here are some of the rules I remember:
-Eat right, duh
-Exercise, duh
-Sleep 7-8 hours a day
-"The bed is for 2 things: sex and sleep, ONLY."
So, hopefully I will lose some weight with the help of yogurt, salads, special K cereal, tuna fish sandwiches!, no junk food, and hopefully avoid as much red meat as I can, since I don't like red meat that much anyways... Ehh, we'll see how long I last.

Oh and I am so exhausted right now. Who knows why...

Homework, sleep, the usual. Byee.

Au Revoir

Since I didn't take french, STFU if the title of this blog does not mean 'bye' or some shit or if it's spelled wrong. Spanish, ftw. Ms. Raley, do you misssss me? You skinny bitch! HAHAHA, jk. I think I win the award of having the most dilligent cheat notes, ever, in her history of teaching, tahaha. That was a funny ass time...

Okay, so, winter break is done. My last weekend before it ended was total fail, but it's whatever. I saw everyone today, and I'm happy about that. Homework already? Yeah, sure. Senioritis kicked in towards the end of last semester, resulting in C's in my hardest classes. Since it's weighted, I guess you can consider them B's. So, weighted GPA is 3.5. =( BOOO!! Oh freaking well. I did relatively well for all my finals, so awesome possom. First day of school today was alright. English and AP stats were maaad chill. First fay of FERRARI and his fear tactics were totally unwanted! "You will fail exams. I don't expect you to know everything. I am the king of pop quizzes and exams." Who the fuck gets a red sweater saying "Never ending quizzes and tests?" Totally encouraging, smh. -__- Ceramics was boring. Ms. Shegoian kept talking. My box came out pretty sweet, except the cracks on the side because I didn't put enough slip and/or I glazed it too much. Lunch was cool. MANNY, oh how I've missed you so. I could've saw you on Saturday, too. :( Psych was okay. I cut my finger on the box because of the cracks, and it hurt like a bitch. I even got a splinter in my finger from the glaze, and Aaron took it out for me, thanks boo! Forensics! FUUUUCK! Mrs. Marshall changed the seats up, and my faves are not sitting next to me anymore. I HELLA MISS THEM, and they miss me, too. :( As soon as Mrs. Marshall was done teachin, and we had extra time in class, EJ came straight to me and sat next to me. But, both of them are still in sight and manage to make fun of me and make faces at me and at me! Oh maaan, how I fucking love and miss those two. I hate the new seating arrangements, though. Oh and for some odd reason, I think Mrs. Marshall thinks I'm a very intelligent and insightful student because everything I say in class, she seems to be very interested and looks thrilled. Maybe that's just me, but damnit, if she does think that, please sit me next to my boys so I can at least have fun in that class. It's so easyyy, I could sleep every single day in that class and still get an A. BAAAAAAH. Today was my first day of many with my car, so after school I drove it home feeling rather good! I hate driving in the rain, though. I hate when I like hydroplane and shit, if that's what you call it. I love my caaaar! It's so warm and MIIIIIINE!!!! After school, I went home, called my mommy to say I was home because that's the rule, and then Jordan met me at my house, and we went to Serramonte from there. I bought the nigga Starbucks because I had a gift card and because he's bought me SO MUCH SHIT, that I thought I should start reducing my debt I have with him, haha. After that, we went around looking for a present for his brother, Christopher Aidan! Haha, his brother is so cuuuuuuute. Jay, how come you're not?! LOL, jk. But, yeah, then he drove me home, and now I'm here, breh! I'm going to attempt doing all my homework starting today, which is one of my New Year's resolutions. Oh and like I said before, I dated pretty much all my papers 2008, but fuckkkkkkk it, haha. The Secret Life of the American Teenager at 8, THE CITY at 9? I think? So, yay!

With school starting, don't expect daily blogs. Weekly blogs, perhaps, if you're lucky! Kbye, then!

Day 15

xjeremyFLOWERS (12:39:58 AM): lol checkd ur blogspot, that PIC is <3

axlgMONSTER (12:48:03 AM): hi cristina! =) the journey that we've gone through has been pretty crazy...when the hell did we first met anyway? i remember, very vividly too!...mrs. earnhardts class. the best english class a student could ask for. I remember you always made fun of my laugh! haha but it's okay, because it was you. our friendship is sort of like...magnets? its difficult to be separated, but so easy to come back together...what i mean by that is...were so close and i could come to you with anything and you could come to me with anything and im always willing to open up my arms or RENT you my shoulder...yes it does cost money, but for you its free rent. i even lend ears. but were both such busy people that we become disconnected with one another...but when we do start talking again, its as if there was never a "HIATUS (english word)". that's what i love most about you...youre always so ready to have fun and you're truly one of the rare breed of REAL CHICKS that landed at westmoor.
axlgMONSTER (12:49:53 AM): don't let niggas get their way with you, play hard as fucking hell to get cause if they still persist...then that's the only way you'll know that they truly care and want you

Thanks, guys. Copy and pasted to look back on for smiles. I really do like what Alex said in the last IM. I'm not going to be 'playing hard to get,' but I do like the idea of persistence. We'll see who's up for it, I guess. I'll see whoever is able to... not only wait until I'M ready to have a boyfriend, but will.. try to still be part of my life until that time. So, in other words, someone consistent in my life until I decide to let someone in my heart. Ehh, whatevs. I do see someone doing just that though, but I'll just keep that to myself, now won't I? Too early to tell, not a priority, and that's that.

So, my mom finally did come around. So, ice skating today with Thr3mix. We'll be going to Yerba Buena instead of the outdoor one in Embarcadero because it'll be raining a lot tomorrow. However, I still haven't let my mom know about Anna's telly. I told my mom that she was planning to do something for it, and she said okay, but I didn't really tell her the whole enchilada. I'm supposed to tell her I'm going to a dinner in the city for Anna's and sleeping over house, when in reality, Anna's gonna pick me up, we're gonna go the hotel, paaarty, and then Jay's gonna pick me up the next morning to go home while everyone's at Davis for my sister. That, would essentially be perfect. We'll see what happens. If anything, I should be happy that I got one out of the two things I wanted to happen this weekend. But, I'm still hopeful. I usually get what I want when it comes to these things. Soooo, why stop now. >=]

Okay, I need to sleep, toodles!

Day 14

Happy New Year, everyone! Make 2009 the shit.

New Year's Eve last night was nothing special. I watched Maid in Manhattan twice in a row, and everyone in the house was watching something different on television, hence, we were all in different rooms. I really didn't care. I honestly forgot it was New Year's Eve yesterday which is why I forgot to mention it in my previous blog. I can't help but feel bitter and pessmistic at the fact that because I am put under this retarded ass punishment, my wonderful weekend has been canelled. But, you know me, I don't give up. School starts on Monday, and I hella don't want it to. Of course I get to see everyone, but damnit, I am NOT ready to see Mr. Ferrarri's face instead of Alas', and I'll have a shitload of homework to do, OH AND, I'll probably still be dating my papers '2008' instead of '2009' for the whole month of January. RAWR. Nevertheless, don't mind this mediocre blog. I'm happy on the inside... somewhere.

As for today, I took down the Christmas tree and changed my bed sheets. Oh joy.

2009 Resolutions:
-Kick all grudges to the curb
-Do all of my homework
-Get higher than a 4.0
-Lose at least 10 pounds
-Be nicer to people, even though they're fat and ugly, and they're rude to me anyways
-Help out the less fortunate (more volunteer work)
-Get a job
-NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND FOR A GOOD SEVERAL MONTHS AT LEAST because 2008, I was too much of guys' second choice, which is why I choose not to throw myself at any guy, EVERRRRRR AGAIN. Idiots.
-Stay out of drama, and if it really is inevitable like it has been the past few years, be the bigger person and let all taekwondo moves stay put
-Stay organized, maintain the cleanliness of my room so I don't have to clean it EVERY SINGLE WEEK
-Manage my time better
-Have an equal balance of 'work' and 'play'
-"Try not to break any hearts" --okay, that's not fucking funny. -__-