And to sum everything up..

When it comes to love, or well, mine and LT's, The Notebook couldn't have said it any better.

"Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing . . . So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out."

Don't get me wrong. We don't bicker 24/7. We have arguements, altercations, things get out of hand and to an extent that shouldn't even be reached. We've seen each other at our lowest moments, and yet, we've seen us at our best, which always gives us hope for better days. So when he told me last night that he was only getting mad because he wanted us to work out so much, I understood because I want just the same. I know he's waiting for the perfect time and moment to call me his officially because he wants to get this right. He knows this is his last chance with me, after everything. We've rushed things in the past, and we just don't want to lose each other anymore. We're working through everything, every hoe, guy, obstacle in our way. I don't want to jinx anything, but I just want to make it WITH him. So far I'm happy, he's happy. We have a lot to work on, but I see progress. Who said people didn't change for the better?

LetMeGetThisRight.mp3 -- Ne-Yo