Monday, January 26, 2009

I'm out of out of shape.

I started my day off pretty ugly. I realized that I forgot my swim stuff for tryouts today at home two blocks away after leaving for school. -__- I couldn't turn back around to get it because I was already running late. So, I totally pulled a "Me, You, and Everyone We Know," type thing by hella saying, "FUUUUUUUUCK. Fuck you, fuck me..." in the car and stopped in the midst of that because I caught myself being retarded like the girl in the movie. If you don't know what I'm talking about, refer to one of my previous blogs and watch the scene from the movie. It's pretty funny, actually, though, lol. I actually did work in english and AP stats. Econ was probably one of the highlights of my day. He announced the test scores we took on Thursday. I got 72/80 on the chapter 2 test and 72/40 on the chapter 3 test because it was blind. I got the highest in my class, as far as I'm concerned. The new guy overheard me saying my score to Bernard because he has asked me, and he was like "The 72 scores were YOURS?! Daaaaang, hella smart." I was like o_O. I just smiled and looked down because I find that guy weird sometimes, even though everyone thinks he's cute. -__- My ram in ceramics came out okay. I didn't really care for it. Pscyh we did that lit circle. In forensics, we did that part one of the lab. I finally got to spend time with BJ and EJ today! Of course, they were messing with me, and at one point, EJ threw me over his shoulder and carried me until Mrs. Marshall told him to stop, haha. I do love those two dorks' company, though. As much as they instigate such stupid nonsense with me, at the end of the day, I can't complain. I love them<3 Afterschool, I went straight to my car and went home to get my swim stuff. Instead of going the usual way through M.P. Brown, I decided to go another way, past Ben Franklin, and I got home a lot faster that way. I ended up getting to the pool at 3:15, which was pretty good, considering I had dressed and drove there and back all in half an hour. I saw Mr. Brady on the way. He wished me luck, and I wished him luck on having his basball tryouts. I was the last one in line to arrive at the pool. I saw a girl I recognized from last year's tryouts, and we ended up talking. She was really nice. I look foward to getting to know her more this season. Her name is "Jay." I'm guessing it's a nickname, haha. I was talking to her the whole time because there were quite a few people ahead of me, and the tryouts process itself was going pretty slow. I think I did okay, especially compared to the people who tried out, no offense. There was this one freshman though who'd totally whoop my ass in swimming, anyday. I saw her butterfly, and I was like, daaaamn, girl!! I'd kill to be able to the fly, man. I swam for years and never got it. I have a lot to work on if I make the swim team. Not only will I have to fundraise and support MYSELF with swim because my parents already told me that they're not paying for shit for me to be on the team, I have to train really hard. I cannot be tired after two laps... which essientally was tryouts. I haven't REALLY swam in forever. I "swam" in the Philippines in the summer, but I mean, I wouldn't call that swimming necessarily. I'd call that fucking around, dude. HAHA. After trying out, I slowly got dressed becuase my legs felt like jello, and I was out of breath. I think I did my freestyle too fast. I think it was because all the varstiy swimmers happened to have taken a break the same time I was swimming. -__- Anyways, I went home, only to realize I had forgotten my homework at school. SO, I went back to school, ony to realize I hadn't forgotten any homework at all, and that in fact, I had it with me all along. So for the day, I made two unecessary trips that could've been prevented if I was more cautious of my surroundings, oh and I probably wasted a good amount of gas, too. Fuck me.

Oh aaand... my Valentine's Day could possibly be ruined. I'm going to have to work around it. =/

Tonight, lots of homework, which is pretty much on my agenda for everyday of this week. I'm going to tape Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill and watch The Secret Life of the American Teenager, A Real Chance Reunion, and The City. After this week, I'll be able to relax. Tomorrow, school and going to Jeff to see Ching and give him Steph's gift that I forgot to give her on Saturday. Wednesday, I think I'll go to 24 and workout afterschool. Thursday and Friday are still undecided, even though I feel like I already have something planned, but I can't remember. I think Friday I'm just going to clean up and help my mom prepare for tomorrow. If anything, I'll eat out with Jay Wong or hang out with friends. Saturday is my first cotty practice. Everyone be at my house at 1 please! Harry, Joseph, and Ching will be partner-less because Anna, Zara, and Eunice will be on that retreat for Peer Resources. Oh well, we'll all manage. The girls will just have to rotate, or something. I have a lot to do on for my cotty, on the real, though. I need to finalize my DJ and favors ASAP, and find a day for my court photoshoot that's convenient for everyone. Oh and that damn guest list, too... ahh.

Homework:
-1984 reading
-1984 worksheet?
-AP stats bookwork
-Chpt. 4 & 5 outline
-Development essay
-Warriors Don't Cry reading
-Forensics case

Tooooooooooodles!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I don't really like Sundays.

I swear school went by really slow on Friday. I drove home, and waited for Jay to come. We went to 88 Rice Bowl and coincidentally saw Thr3mix there. We ate and all hung out. Then we went to Aaron's house to play Cranium. Jeremy was my partner. -_- lol! I left early with Jay though to watch him coach his basketball games, so no one was really declared a winner. I watched Jay coach at Ben Franklin's new gym. I have NOT been there since I graduated, I think. HAHA. It's pretty sweeeet! After that, we went to Westmoor vs. Jeff game. We came just in time for boys varsity. WHS lost by 2, and it was sad! Ching didn't play! =( =( It was nice seeing him, though. I wuvv my BFFL! I also saw Mr. Brady! I haven't seen or spoken to him in awhile. It was nice! =) After that, Jay just dropped me home.

EPT as SFSU yesterday morning was a waste of my life. I'm pretty iffy on how well I did on my test. I'll be damned if I'm put into remedial english when I was once in AP english. Kevin and I were practically the only two Filipino people there. The majority of the students taking the test were white and gigantesque. I swear, everyone looks so grown and tall. Am I going to be looking like a sixth grader compared to everyone around me for the rest of my life? The odds of my growing ever again are slim to none... so damnit, I guess so.

Steph's Debut last night was pretty cooool(= I sat with her cousin and her family, and they were really nice and funny! After that, I ended up going to Zara's table with Anna, Eunice, and Allison. I loveddd seeing Ching(= again, ahaha. I pretty much danced with my girls for the night after the dinner, slideshow, and roses and candles. I met some new people, too. They were all really nice. And uhh... that's all I'm going to say about that night.

To Do List:
-Prepare for swim tryouts tomorrow; get forms signed
-Psych Lit Circle #3
-Development essay due Friday (HOLY SHIT I BETTER START DOING IT. 2 PAGES A DAY, MAYBE?!)
-1984 reading
-AP stats bookwork
-Forensics Case

Okayyyyyyyyy, byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Para bailar la bamba.

I decided to leave early for school five minutes earlier than usual because it was raining, and me + rushing on wet roads = a definite no-no. Good thing I did, too, because there was hella traffic.. which I hate!

I was already falling asleep in english because I've been so sleep deprived, and looking at the days/nights ahead of me, I probably won't see a good amount of sleep for awhile. I ate my yogurt as my quick breakfast, and we watched 1984. I knew it looked vaguely familiar.. and I was then reminded I watched it in Mrs. McGraw's class in world history sophomore year. AP stats was just more review, boring. Econ = NO TEST?! Of-fucking-course. It's postponed 'til Friday because some people in our class just blah blah blahh to Mr. Ferrari, totally throwing him off. Oh well, I GUESS. In ceramics, I finished glazing my ram, and the fucking french sub, Ms. Dubeif (DO-QUEEEF!) called my ram "Baba, the elephant." THE FUCK?! I didn't make no fucking elephant. It's obviously A RAM, A CUTE ONE AT THAT BECAUSE I MADE IT, DAMNIT. After that, Marjo, Nancy, Sam, Patrick, Harold, Denise, and I all laughed at a certain guy in our class who always has his mouth open and just totally looks disfigured. To think, that I ever liked him... Now, he gives us all a good laugh at how ugly he is. It's so horrible... I can't even describe how hard, how MUCH I was laughing that period. The seniors in the class know wassup. I'd pretty much die in that class without them, with all the immature junior guys. Yucky. Psych was funny. Liberty Heights is a pretty good movie. That guy jizzed in his pants after a touch near his thingy thing. I SAW SHANE WEST, AND I PRACTICALLY DIED. I subconciously whispered, "Oh my god. He's so cute!" I'm sure Patrick heard me, LOL. Forensics was just note taking. Since no one sits next to me, this guy named Alfonso(sp?) decided to sit next to me, and we just started talking. He's nice, and I helped him on the stuff we were working on. Mrs. Marshall picked on me, AGAIN, just because being formerly affiliated with EJ, she knows I can answer her questions and what not. I must admit, though, that this time I didn't. It was probably because she caught me off guard. EJ's pretty smart though. I gotta' give it to that sucka. He presented to the whole class, hella off guard about like PCR or some shit. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT. After that, I met up with Sandy, Kevin, and Manny. I dropped Sandy off home, then the rest of us went to Kevin's house. I was supposed to study AP stats with Kevin in order to prepare for the test tomorrow, but the three of us spent the majority of the time playing rockband and talking to each other. I<3them. ROCKBAND IS FUN, EVEN THOUGH I COULDN'T PLAY THAT SHIT IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT. Kevin and Manny, you guys are such great singers.. PARA BAILAR LA BAMBA oh and of course... GET LOW MMMMMM MMMMMM MMMMMMMM!!!! LMAO, I hope you guys read this. I needed some relaxation during this stressful week. Thanks guys! I dropped Manny home afterwards, did some homework, cooked rice, webcammed with my sister when my parents home, ate dinner... and now I'm here.

The schedule:
Tomorrow: Westmoor @ Jefferson basketball --BFFL CHING<33
Saturday: EPT @ SFSU in the morning, Steph's cotty at night
Sunday: SUPER homework mode
Monday: Swimming tryouts D=

Tonight, main focus on AP stats test tomorrow and maybe some Warriors Don't Cry reading. I feel like something else is missing in my agenda... I hope I remember it.

Less than,
You are the biggest thing in my itty bitty world...

Bye, everyone.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Just some catch-up.

I do love late starts.

Yesterday, Starbucks with Jeremy and Harry. I got my Apple Chai Infusion, which pretty much tastes like, a 'warm apple pie in my mouth,' in Aaron's words. I finished my 1984 quiz while watching Barack Obama's inauguration and talking to Eunice all simultaneously. I<333Obama. Econ was pretty chill. Of course the whole fucking class would throw him off topic while he tries to review us for our test. It's okay... I'll just study by myself from the book, and get my A. >=] Psych.. just the lit circle. We're watching Liberty Heights now. I used context clues to find out what a 'schlong' was. I'm good, huh?

Today, I picked Eunice up and met up Leo and Patrick at school. Then we all rode in MY car to McDonald's where we met up Anna while the fattyboys ate and stuff. After that, we had like less than an hour before school started so we all went to my house. Leo and Patrick practically fell in love with my huge basketball court, which I told them they're welcome to antime. They all met Shadow. Patrick even hit him with the ball when he airballed! Hella saddddd!! Haha. It was really fun, though. That's my breakfast club, man. We have pictures. Eunice will probably upload them later. But man, I do love them.

January 2008

October 2008
[insert picture here, haha]
January 2009
Happy one year, bweakfast club! Ahaha.

AP stats was more of a health class... again. We talked about pre-mature babies having no 'bums' and gynocologists, and it even somehow lead to me telling the whole class I wanted to be the nurse, strangely enough. On the bright side, the test was postponed until Friday... so I'm not complaining. In ceramics, I strenuously glazed my ram. It's alright looking.. but it was a pain in the ass to glaze because of all its detail. I was forgetting to blink because my eyes were so fixed on my project. -__- Forensics is super boring. Stupd EJ and BJ didn't talk to me! I ended up talking to Trina, my cotillion choreographer about our ideas. It made me really excited. I think my dances are going to turn out great and FUN! There are gonna be two other people helping her choreograph, and I'm just worried about the price as of now because my mom spent hella money on the videographer/photographer, the venue itself, etc etc. I have so much to do, it's not even funny. I'm going to stop talking about it now... haha. It'll just stress me out even more, when that really is the farthest thing from my mind right now. I have school to worry about, swim team tryouts Monday, and some guy that... blows my mind, in of course, the best way possible. Still, by no means does that mean I WANT a boyfriend, but just to put it out there... I DO have feelings for someone else, someone really special to me (duh.) But, maybe I'll save that for another day, since I'm so reluctant to let anyone know my 'secret.'

Afterschool, I went to Eunice's house so I could try on a black dress she's lending me for Steph's cotty on Saturday because I'll be so busy this week that I won't have time to buy a dress for myself. I have to study for my AP stats test tomorrow afterschool, Westmoor vs. Jefferson basketball game Friday to support my boys (from both schools, I know, so shut up!), EPT at SFSU Saturday morning, Steph's cotty at night. Sunday will most definitely be homework day, and I know it'll be a bitch catching up on everything, but I get the job done. HOLLA.

For tonight, my main prioritis are:
-Study for Chpts. 3 and 3 for econ test tomorrow
-Outlines for chpts. 2 and 3
-Read to chpt 8 in 1984
-Forensics case
-Warriors Don't Cry reading --which, I'm really behind on.. and I doubt I'll be able to make a dent in that book tonight

So now, I'm going to cook rice, and do my list of hw so I can make time to ooVoo later. Find me: lacsonbaaaby.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Since everyone relies on me for music...

Here's like a snippet of my Recently Added playlist:
In Ya Phone ft. Fabolous -- Trey Songz
Do For You ft. Fabolous -- Marques Houston
Next To You ft. Mya -- Mike Jones
Be My Vixen -- Miguel Jontel
Never Ever -- Ciara
My Love ft. Mariah Carey -- The Dream

And I've already sent the mp3s out to people, too. Haha.

And my homework list... well periods 1, 3, 5 because of block schedule:
-1984, must catch up
-Isn't there an econ test on chapter 2 to study for? I'll ask Gallo.
-Lit Circle #2 and that shitload of reading on Warriors Don't Cry

RAWRRRRR!!

Well, yesterday was chill. They showed a handful of my favorite chick flicks throughout the whole day yesterday. My mom was at a get together with her friends, and my sister and her boyfriend went to eat and watch The Unborn. As for me, I cleaned and just did shit online. Today, I plan to do homework after eating out with my family and going to the appointment I have with my possible videographer/photgrapher. I have my DJ. His name is like, DJ G.Wayne, or something. I don't know... My mom really likes him, so I'm not even going to try to argue, especially because she's been totally on my case lately saying I haven't done shit for my cottillion. I started my guest list, and I'm not even finished with it. It turns out I'm going to have to cut a hell of a lot people off my list. Since the venue I'm renting can fit roughly 140 people, I wanted to invite 100 of my friends and 40 of my family friends. I'm doing my friends and I'm at 130 people, and like I said, I'm not done yet! So I honestly... don't know what to do, who to cut out, to the point where I just saved it and x-ed out the list out of frustration. I'll get back to it later...

I still need a dress for Steph's cotty. As for now, fam time. Toootsie.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Late to school for the 2nd time in my entire life.

I'll try to recap what I remember...

I went to the beach with Eunice, Manny, Joseph, and Kevin afterschool Monday. Then, In&Out Wednesday afterschool with Thr3mix guys + Jay Wong. Yesterday, I picked up Jay and we ate Yogurt Circle and walked around Westlake.

Today.
Oh boyy. This morning, I woke up and realized it was 7:50... I ended up coming to school at 8:30. I haven't been late to school since Ben Franklin. I guess that was a sign saying my day at school wouldn't be all that great. It really totally made me depressed. I came in the midst of first period, and I did some of my 1984 quiz. AP stats was bland, except the fact Mr. Speranza found David Gallo's keys in his class and thought they were mine because of the Winterball keychain we took hanging around his lanyard. Pop quiz in econ, perfect score. Ceramics, I finished my ram, and it looks like shit, and can you tell I don't give a fuck? Psychology, we did stuff about our development essay that I half-assed for the rough draft. Forensics was a blur because I was sleepy, and I had a headache and because the class is just so easy and boring to begin with. Afterschool, Jeremy, Christine, Marjo, Ej, Harry, Aaron, Jasmine, Joseph, Andy, Jay Wong, and Dillon all went to the beach. We met at my house, went to 7/11, I MADE AN ILLEGAL TURN, then we all went to the beach, playing football, throwing each other in the water, and just running, wrestling, etc. etc. I watched the sunset, finally, and it was cute. I dropped Marjo off, and then went home myself. My legs hurt from shaving too fast, and right now, all I want to do is chill. My sister is coming home from Davis tonight, so yay, I guess?

But real mothafuckin' talk, this three day weekend is totally needed.

Reminders for little old me:
Memorize the cha cha hip hop sequence I thought up for my cotty before I forget.
Buy a dress for Steph's cotty next Saturday
Save money for my epic ass surprise
CATCH UP ON ALL MY HW -__-

Okay, toots.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sunday, January 11, 2009

For getting good grades...

Mommy, here's that wishlist!
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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Jonathan Serdon Ching<3

Yesterday...
English and AP stats were nothing special, except for the fact that we had an uhm, 'interesting' sex talk during stats. Econ was a pop quiz which was easy, then Ferrari pretty much played 21 questions with our class. Haha, funny. Ceramics was lame. We finished The Great Debaters in psychology. It's a pretty good movie! Forensics we went over the lab and did our case studies. She caught me chewing gum, but she didn't kick me out because she fucking LOVES me, haha. Well, I don't know. I'm the only one who can answer her questions, which are basically mainstream biology. Afterschool, was the car photoshoot for the yearbook. It was pretty sick. People popped their hoods and like, yeah, I don't know. I ended up sitting on the hood of my car for my solo, and then I did a group picture with like, Camille, Anna, Nancy, Russell, and me all sitting on the trunks of our cars. I had to move my car in order to do that, haha. After that, I drove Sam and me to Jeff to visit Ching. Then us 3 and Francis went to Keith's house, said hi to people, then I drove us to In&Out. We talked, ate, and Ching asked me to watch his game cuz Jeff had a quad game too against South City. I was like, if anything, I'm going to see Westmoor's Quad after I go home and also said that he always get injured before I can ever see him play at the games I go to for him. He even talked about me being at his senior night because he wanted me there to stand behind whim with his family when he was announced. Cuuute, right? But yeah, I ended up not going to either of the quads because my head hurted a lot. =( Anyways, after chillin' at In&Out, looking through each other's phones, conversing, I drove Ching and Francis back to Jeff, I drove Sam back to Westmoor, and I went home and knocked out while my mom and my dad went to pick my sister up at Davis. I woke up, went online to see Janine's, my friend from Jeff, myspace status saying "Hope Ching's okay." I fucking panic, dude. I call Ching, and he's in the ER, and his voice made me want to cry because it sounded so sad and pained. I couldn't help but feel as if I jinxed his injury, even though he claims that he is merely just prone to injury. He dislocated his shoulder, and I'm hoping he's not out for the whole season. It's his last year, and I honestly haven't seen him play for Jeff throughout our whole high school lives. I wish he never transferred to Jeff from Westmoor! He should've just stayed with me. :( :( I'm just hoping and praying Ching gets better soon. He called me this morning, and he's home now. He doesn't even remember calling me last night because he was too drugged to remember. Soooooo sad! Ching, I love you with all my heart. BFFL, 'til infinity.

Today...
Woke up at like 11. I went to Costco with my mom and sister, then Target. I saw Ms. Lico and Ms. Paul at Costco, but I only said hi to Ms. Paul, haha. After all of that, I went home. The weather is awesome today! Some skateboarders on my street got in my way when I was going to my car to pick up some lunch, and one of them said said "This is for you, lady." and he did some whack ass trick that he didn't even stick, and I just rolled my eyes, dude. I went to Ranch to get some yummy food, and I ended up seeing Harry, even though I wasn't sure that was him at the time, haha! Then I went home to eat. I cleaned a bit, but I have another headache to do anymore. I'll probably take a nap so I can clean, and do the shit load of homework that I have. I'm too lazy to list it, but take my word for it... I have A LOT.

'Til next time.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

B+'s are ugly. Hi, I love Kevin Dayacap!

English today was okay. Mrs. Grandfield passed back work that was corrected, and I was surprised to have get perfect scores on all of them. I guess she could tell I felt that way because she said, "SEE, you CAN do it." totally implying my laziness interfering with my intelligence. :( She's so right though, and I couldn't help but look down, filled with shame and guilt, and muttered "Thanks," under my breath. I swear... I feel bad when my parents and my teachers hella hella believe in me, and I just half ass some of my shit. That's just not going to happen anymore! AP stats was okay. I subconciously answered another one of his questions when he gave me the "WHO SAID THAT?! O_O" because it wasn't intended for anyone's ears but mine. I hate when he does that because my heart seems to stop for a quick minute for some reason. Econ today = no quiz! He was going on THE randomest tangents about his most embarrassing moment in highschool, his ineptitude in sports, and his pimp status! HAHA, okay, maybe not the last one, but can you believe he's "engaged" to a girl he sees once in every four months? AND, she's older than him, AND he wants 12 KIDS... Uhh, they don't come at that age, buddy. He said he wants to have those kids all through sex, too, and I was fucking DYING, dude! He was saying hella funny stuff, which made the time go by so fast, so we did that the whole period! Ceramics is boring, haha. Lunch with Thr3mix. Sandy gave me a bathing suit I could buy off her for swimming coming up. I still have to talk to my mom about trying out -__-. Psychology, got our new books with my old ID card becasue I don't know where me new one went, and we worked in groups. I LOVE MY LIT CIRCLE GROUP<3 Patrick Prado, Aaron Feliciano, and Bobby Chen, ftw! In forensics, we did a cheek cell lab by spitting in a cup. I have my DNA in a small test tube, do you want it?! HAHA, jk. EJ and BJ paid me a visit, and I was happy! I went to P4 to get my AP stats book after school because I didn't realize I left it there until I checked my locker for it. I was so scared someone took it or something. Then, Thr3mix went to the parking lot after school because they did some prank on people's cars by putting condoms on it. Good thing they didn't get mine! ;) They don't know where I park that's why, haha. Then, I started driving out of the parking lot, and Dillon tried to get in my way. Hahaha, faggot. I picked up Jay at his house since he lived near Westmoor, and he bought me Tapex, even though I told him not to! He got me my favorite drink, thanks! Then we went to Walgreens because he needed something. Some other bitch took up all of my lane and almost hit me again. I'm like a magnet for accidents. -__- Then, I dropped him home, then I went home because I had a headache. I napped until 6:30 or so, cooked rice, wash dishes, and cleaned my room a bit. I just finished dinner, and I checked my grades on Communicado. I'm not proud of them at all, even though those are the grades I deserve for being infected with senioritis so early in the year. 3.0 GPA, weighted GPA 3.5. It'll get better though... guarantee it.

Homework:
-Read 1984 chapters 1-3 for Monday
-AP stats bookwork Day 95
-Read Warriors Don't Cry to Chapter 8 for Monday
-Written assignments for psych lit circles?
-Lab questions for forensics

Doing my homework during the Lakers vs. Warriors game, then sleep. I'm hoping to sleep before midnight because I've been tired-ish feeling, and I like feeling alert in my classes so I can learn what I have to! Haha, alrighty, toodles.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Mad sleeeepy!

I dropped J-Rem off at work today afterschool, and I was going home at making left on that 3-way intersection a little past St. Andrews on Southgate, and some girl didn't stop at the fucking stop sign and almost crashed into me. You know how bad that could've been? That would've HIT ME because I'm driving on the left side of my car, and I was making a LEFT turn, while she was going straigh. Stupid stupid STUUUUUPID bitch.

Okay, so I'm home, just finished dinner. Homework to do:
-Read 1984? o_O
-Day 94 for AP stats
-Study for Econ quiz tomorrow x_x
-Organize Econ binder, take my governemnt stuff out, boo! :(
-Ceramics project
-I should start on my Psych Development essay, but I probably won't

School today was okay. English and AP stats went by pretty fast, I almost fell asleep during Ferrari's supply + demand lecture, same with ceramics and Ms. Shegoians racist remarks, I like the movie we're watching in psych (The Great Debaters), and forensics is too fucking easy. I miss EJ and BJ entirely, but they still seem to show me love even if they're at other tables.

After school I bought a salad at Trader Joe's after dropping J-Rem at work. I wanted the salad without the chicken, but they were sold out, so I gave my chicken to Jay, haha! I'm trying to actually be on a diet. Ironically, Oprah's show was about being healthy and what not. Here are some of the rules I remember:
-Eat right, duh
-Exercise, duh
-Sleep 7-8 hours a day
-"The bed is for 2 things: sex and sleep, ONLY."
So, hopefully I will lose some weight with the help of yogurt, salads, special K cereal, tuna fish sandwiches!, no junk food, and hopefully avoid as much red meat as I can, since I don't like red meat that much anyways... Ehh, we'll see how long I last.

Oh and I am so exhausted right now. Who knows why...

Homework, sleep, the usual. Byee.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Au Revoir

Since I didn't take french, STFU if the title of this blog does not mean 'bye' or some shit or if it's spelled wrong. Spanish, ftw. Ms. Raley, do you misssss me? You skinny bitch! HAHAHA, jk. I think I win the award of having the most dilligent cheat notes, ever, in her history of teaching, tahaha. That was a funny ass time...

Okay, so, winter break is done. My last weekend before it ended was total fail, but it's whatever. I saw everyone today, and I'm happy about that. Homework already? Yeah, sure. Senioritis kicked in towards the end of last semester, resulting in C's in my hardest classes. Since it's weighted, I guess you can consider them B's. So, weighted GPA is 3.5. =( BOOO!! Oh freaking well. I did relatively well for all my finals, so awesome possom. First day of school today was alright. English and AP stats were maaad chill. First fay of FERRARI and his fear tactics were totally unwanted! "You will fail exams. I don't expect you to know everything. I am the king of pop quizzes and exams." Who the fuck gets a red sweater saying "Never ending quizzes and tests?" Totally encouraging, smh. -__- Ceramics was boring. Ms. Shegoian kept talking. My box came out pretty sweet, except the cracks on the side because I didn't put enough slip and/or I glazed it too much. Lunch was cool. MANNY, oh how I've missed you so. I could've saw you on Saturday, too. :( Psych was okay. I cut my finger on the box because of the cracks, and it hurt like a bitch. I even got a splinter in my finger from the glaze, and Aaron took it out for me, thanks boo! Forensics! FUUUUCK! Mrs. Marshall changed the seats up, and my faves are not sitting next to me anymore. I HELLA MISS THEM, and they miss me, too. :( As soon as Mrs. Marshall was done teachin, and we had extra time in class, EJ came straight to me and sat next to me. But, both of them are still in sight and manage to make fun of me and make faces at me and at me! Oh maaan, how I fucking love and miss those two. I hate the new seating arrangements, though. Oh and for some odd reason, I think Mrs. Marshall thinks I'm a very intelligent and insightful student because everything I say in class, she seems to be very interested and looks thrilled. Maybe that's just me, but damnit, if she does think that, please sit me next to my boys so I can at least have fun in that class. It's so easyyy, I could sleep every single day in that class and still get an A. BAAAAAAH. Today was my first day of many with my car, so after school I drove it home feeling rather good! I hate driving in the rain, though. I hate when I like hydroplane and shit, if that's what you call it. I love my caaaar! It's so warm and MIIIIIINE!!!! After school, I went home, called my mommy to say I was home because that's the rule, and then Jordan met me at my house, and we went to Serramonte from there. I bought the nigga Starbucks because I had a gift card and because he's bought me SO MUCH SHIT, that I thought I should start reducing my debt I have with him, haha. After that, we went around looking for a present for his brother, Christopher Aidan! Haha, his brother is so cuuuuuuute. Jay, how come you're not?! LOL, jk. But, yeah, then he drove me home, and now I'm here, breh! I'm going to attempt doing all my homework starting today, which is one of my New Year's resolutions. Oh and like I said before, I dated pretty much all my papers 2008, but fuckkkkkkk it, haha. The Secret Life of the American Teenager at 8, THE CITY at 9? I think? So, yay!

With school starting, don't expect daily blogs. Weekly blogs, perhaps, if you're lucky! Kbye, then!

Friday, January 2, 2009

Day 15

xjeremyFLOWERS (12:39:58 AM): lol checkd ur blogspot, that PIC is <3

axlgMONSTER (12:48:03 AM): hi cristina! =) the journey that we've gone through has been pretty crazy...when the hell did we first met anyway? i remember, very vividly too!...mrs. earnhardts class. the best english class a student could ask for. I remember you always made fun of my laugh! haha but it's okay, because it was you. our friendship is sort of like...magnets? its difficult to be separated, but so easy to come back together...what i mean by that is...were so close and i could come to you with anything and you could come to me with anything and im always willing to open up my arms or RENT you my shoulder...yes it does cost money, but for you its free rent. i even lend ears. but were both such busy people that we become disconnected with one another...but when we do start talking again, its as if there was never a "HIATUS (english word)". that's what i love most about you...youre always so ready to have fun and you're truly one of the rare breed of REAL CHICKS that landed at westmoor.
axlgMONSTER (12:49:53 AM): don't let niggas get their way with you, play hard as fucking hell to get cause if they still persist...then that's the only way you'll know that they truly care and want you

Thanks, guys. Copy and pasted to look back on for smiles. I really do like what Alex said in the last IM. I'm not going to be 'playing hard to get,' but I do like the idea of persistence. We'll see who's up for it, I guess. I'll see whoever is able to... not only wait until I'M ready to have a boyfriend, but will.. try to still be part of my life until that time. So, in other words, someone consistent in my life until I decide to let someone in my heart. Ehh, whatevs. I do see someone doing just that though, but I'll just keep that to myself, now won't I? Too early to tell, not a priority, and that's that.

So, my mom finally did come around. So, ice skating today with Thr3mix. We'll be going to Yerba Buena instead of the outdoor one in Embarcadero because it'll be raining a lot tomorrow. However, I still haven't let my mom know about Anna's telly. I told my mom that she was planning to do something for it, and she said okay, but I didn't really tell her the whole enchilada. I'm supposed to tell her I'm going to a dinner in the city for Anna's and sleeping over house, when in reality, Anna's gonna pick me up, we're gonna go the hotel, paaarty, and then Jay's gonna pick me up the next morning to go home while everyone's at Davis for my sister. That, would essentially be perfect. We'll see what happens. If anything, I should be happy that I got one out of the two things I wanted to happen this weekend. But, I'm still hopeful. I usually get what I want when it comes to these things. Soooo, why stop now. >=]

Okay, I need to sleep, toodles!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Day 14

Happy New Year, everyone! Make 2009 the shit.

New Year's Eve last night was nothing special. I watched Maid in Manhattan twice in a row, and everyone in the house was watching something different on television, hence, we were all in different rooms. I really didn't care. I honestly forgot it was New Year's Eve yesterday which is why I forgot to mention it in my previous blog. I can't help but feel bitter and pessmistic at the fact that because I am put under this retarded ass punishment, my wonderful weekend has been canelled. But, you know me, I don't give up. School starts on Monday, and I hella don't want it to. Of course I get to see everyone, but damnit, I am NOT ready to see Mr. Ferrarri's face instead of Alas', and I'll have a shitload of homework to do, OH AND, I'll probably still be dating my papers '2008' instead of '2009' for the whole month of January. RAWR. Nevertheless, don't mind this mediocre blog. I'm happy on the inside... somewhere.

As for today, I took down the Christmas tree and changed my bed sheets. Oh joy.

2009 Resolutions:
-Kick all grudges to the curb
-Do all of my homework
-Get higher than a 4.0
-Lose at least 10 pounds
-Be nicer to people, even though they're fat and ugly, and they're rude to me anyways
-Help out the less fortunate (more volunteer work)
-Get a job
-NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND FOR A GOOD SEVERAL MONTHS AT LEAST because 2008, I was too much of guys' second choice, which is why I choose not to throw myself at any guy, EVERRRRRR AGAIN. Idiots.
-Stay out of drama, and if it really is inevitable like it has been the past few years, be the bigger person and let all taekwondo moves stay put
-Stay organized, maintain the cleanliness of my room so I don't have to clean it EVERY SINGLE WEEK
-Manage my time better
-Have an equal balance of 'work' and 'play'
-"Try not to break any hearts" --okay, that's not fucking funny. -__-