Chopped it up with the SLICE crew in engrrish this morning. WELCOME BACK, STEVIE! They all want me to go clubbing with them and stuff, but I already told them that I want to wait until I'm 18 because it'll be a better experience since I actually waited and stuff. I could totally get away with clubbing now by using my sister's ID or something, but I'd rather not. But however, my girls and the neeeggas are all going clubbing for sure when I'm 18, along with the many piercings I want and the possible thought of a tattoo. ANYWAYS, after that, AP stats. MY NOSE BLED, and I think I put my whole class in shock. Nose bleeds 2 days in a row. I don't want to tell my parents because they'll just worry. They'll think I have anemia (knock on wood, seriously) since I'm losing so much blood. Econ was probably the highlight of my day. We got nothing done except extend the date of the term paper to one more day. I finished my basket in ceramics with the help of Patrick Kuan and Marjo. I kept score at lunch for volleyball and was hella laughing at Said's team with Dio and Stevie and them with me. Okay, THAT, might be the highlight of my day.. but anyways, almost fell asleep in psychology again! Dude, whatever movie we're watching is so no intriguing like the movies usually are. Let's hope I'm not in the sochratic seminar because I really don't know what the movie's about now. Forensics was boring, even though I volunteered myself to answer questions on the board since EJB was teacher for the dayyyyyy! After school, I went to Westlake library to get some books on fiscal/monetary policies for my econ term paper. Why on earth are guys so immature these days? They were so loud in the library, trying to get my attention. "Go ask her! She looks mad..." And they asked if I wanted chocolate... I really wanted to yell at them because it was so pointless. I didn't even find any books at Westlake, so I went to the Serramont library at Gellert. The guys weren't as obnoxious there. It was probably because they were either my age or a bit older. It was so funny because he practically followed me to where I was getting my books, pretending he was looking for a book himself, and it was so obvious he wasn't! HAHA. Went home afterwards. I got the letter of death, telling me I might not be ready for freshman level English in college. I asked Kevin, the genius, and he wasn't ready either, which obviously tells me that the planets aren't aligned are we are subjected into some twisted conspiracy. Coming from an AP english course and and honors english course right now? SERIOUSLY, dude?! I've had advanced english classes my whole entire fucking life, dude. I'm talking to the counselors and Mrs. Grandfield tomorrow becuase I know they'd beg to differ as well. And on top of that, I took the EAP last year, passed it, put that in my college app, so that should've exempted me from the EPT altogether, guaranteeing my placement in freshman english. SO PUHLEASE, get your shit straiiiiiiight, people! I already called SFSU, and left them a message. I'm gonna blow up their phone with my complaints until I get some answers, damnit!
That really did make me pretty emo for a bit. That's honestly fucking up with my entire future. It made me look up other colleges as my back up plan. If SFSU/CSUEB puts me in some remedial english, I'm going to do CCSF for however long it takes, then transferring to either Davis or Irvine because they have good nursing programs there. Hopefully, CSUEB goes on a different rubric/cutoff, enabling me to be in freshman english with or without my EAP, that way I still am in a school where there is a good nursing program, and I'm away from home, yet, not too far. It still makes me sad, and I'm trying not to think about it. I feel like I got a rude ass awakening, and my life is taking such unexpected turns. I feel like I thought I was so great and going such big places and maybe I'm not. All I can do is hope for this one. My future's on the line.
ANTM + Real World tonight with forensics, econ, and english. -__- I HAVE SO MANY BOOKS WITH ME, OMGOSHHHHHHHH! X__X Toodles, guys!
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