Day 15

xjeremyFLOWERS (12:39:58 AM): lol checkd ur blogspot, that PIC is <3

axlgMONSTER (12:48:03 AM): hi cristina! =) the journey that we've gone through has been pretty crazy...when the hell did we first met anyway? i remember, very vividly too!...mrs. earnhardts class. the best english class a student could ask for. I remember you always made fun of my laugh! haha but it's okay, because it was you. our friendship is sort of like...magnets? its difficult to be separated, but so easy to come back together...what i mean by that is...were so close and i could come to you with anything and you could come to me with anything and im always willing to open up my arms or RENT you my shoulder...yes it does cost money, but for you its free rent. i even lend ears. but were both such busy people that we become disconnected with one another...but when we do start talking again, its as if there was never a "HIATUS (english word)". that's what i love most about you...youre always so ready to have fun and you're truly one of the rare breed of REAL CHICKS that landed at westmoor.
axlgMONSTER (12:49:53 AM): don't let niggas get their way with you, play hard as fucking hell to get cause if they still persist...then that's the only way you'll know that they truly care and want you

Thanks, guys. Copy and pasted to look back on for smiles. I really do like what Alex said in the last IM. I'm not going to be 'playing hard to get,' but I do like the idea of persistence. We'll see who's up for it, I guess. I'll see whoever is able to... not only wait until I'M ready to have a boyfriend, but will.. try to still be part of my life until that time. So, in other words, someone consistent in my life until I decide to let someone in my heart. Ehh, whatevs. I do see someone doing just that though, but I'll just keep that to myself, now won't I? Too early to tell, not a priority, and that's that.

So, my mom finally did come around. So, ice skating today with Thr3mix. We'll be going to Yerba Buena instead of the outdoor one in Embarcadero because it'll be raining a lot tomorrow. However, I still haven't let my mom know about Anna's telly. I told my mom that she was planning to do something for it, and she said okay, but I didn't really tell her the whole enchilada. I'm supposed to tell her I'm going to a dinner in the city for Anna's and sleeping over house, when in reality, Anna's gonna pick me up, we're gonna go the hotel, paaarty, and then Jay's gonna pick me up the next morning to go home while everyone's at Davis for my sister. That, would essentially be perfect. We'll see what happens. If anything, I should be happy that I got one out of the two things I wanted to happen this weekend. But, I'm still hopeful. I usually get what I want when it comes to these things. Soooo, why stop now. >=]

Okay, I need to sleep, toodles!