Day 13

First and foremost,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, ZARA! I LOVE YOU.

I shall recap yesterday before I blog about today. :)

Anna, Eunice, and Kevin came to my house for AP stats. We got most of it done, except the multiple choice and two of the questions on the free responses. We ended up talking about hella shit like Saturday's telly, my cotillion, my dog Shadow who is so bear like! Kevin is hella mean to him! Anna loves him, though, haha. My sister and her boyfriend were in her room, so that gave us a lot to talk about. After that, Anna drove all of us to the mall for Zara's gift. I got her a Camp Rock notebook set and a Hannah Montana folder with the For Your Soul 2 ticket in it, since I can't go because I'm GROUNDED. LOL, guess fucking why, though. My sister lost her and my BART tickets from the Warrior game Monday night, right? So, my parents found out that SHE LOST them last night, so please, tell my why on earth I'M GROUNDED WITH HER?! I'm grounded because my irresponsible sister lost MY ticket, which wouldn't have been lost if I had kept them. That totally and completely ruins my plans this weekend. No ice skating with Thr3mix that I haven't seen all of break, no telly with my girls and guys Saturday, no For Your Soul 2 with my boyfriend, Summer Breeze? What on earth is happening? It's a conspiracy. Are the stars not aligned or something? Ugh, anyways... where was I? Oh yeah so after the mall, we dropped off Kevin, and then we all went to Anna's house while she got ready for Zara's since she was sleeping over. Her parents are so awesome! I gave them both kissies on the cheek, tehehe. After that, we went to Eunice's house for her to get ready. After thaaat, we went to Zara's! I saw Marvin there... Meliza, Allison, VIV!, Nancy, Andrew, Gino? I think that's his name, lol, and uhm, yeah other people. It was fuuun. Video games, Mad Gab, "Would you rather...", good food! I ended up leaving at 10 -__- when I was told that I was grounded, smh. But, HAPPY 18TH, ZARA! Thanks for having me!

Today, I woke up at like 10:30. KEVIN DAYACAP SURPRISED ME AT MY HOUSE! He was my Secret Santa, and he gave me a Tony Parker shirt that I will try shrinking. xD Thanks, Kevin! You're so slick. I'm still amazed on how you were able to talk to me online and give me my gift at the same time. But, really, thanks Kevin! I will add it to my collection of Tony Parker shirts! This is my 4th one, even though a lost an other shirt. :( But yeah, since I'm being cruelly and unusually punished, I will excessively clean my room. I WILL have my awesome weekend. I must. Even Anna said I had to! So many people are trynna fuck Anna up, though! Haha. I probably shouldn't.. with school soon after. I'll do birthday shots, I guess. I'm not giving up without a fight! I will work my "good girl charm" on my parents, and I will be un-grounded. It's happened before!

And this part, is especially for Aaron Feliciano, Jeremy Flores, Andy Lau, Dillon Chiu, Harry, Chang, Patrick Prado, David Gallo, Jonathan Ching:
Okay so you guys are probably the most protective of my out of all my friends, and I totally appreciate you guys entirely. You guys are always looking out for me, and you guys always have my back when it comes to anything. I know a lot of you are concerned that I'm talking to Jordan again because you guys all know how things end up when that happens. I know that Jordan has done some pretty fucked up things, and you guys were all there to witness and help me get over things. I owe you guys a lot because you guys are the people who make the happiest, and I just want to say that I'm really thankful you're concerned that we stay JUST friends and nothing more. I can sense disapproval from you guys, and I know, I'm sorry. But, Jordan and I are just friends, and we just have a certain bond that... I don't know. Bottom line, Jordan knows me better than myself, and I need him sometimes when I'm going through different things. But really, nothing to worry about. We're friends. I honestly don't want a boyfriend anytime soon, and he knows that. So please, don't be mad. I know you are guys are unsure and doubtful, and I'm sure I'd be too if I was in your guys' positions. However, let cotillion practice be a time for you guys to get to know each other all over again because Jordan's trying to prove to me that he's not the person he used to be. I was highly doubtful myself at first, but things are fine. I know no one wants to see me get hurt, especially from Jordan because I know it hits hard on me and you guys, but if God forbid that happens again, I'll be able to handle myself. Until then, I'm trusting Jordan to be here for me until he gives me a reason not to. So please, understand. You don't have to accept it... but just understand, for me. Thank you guys all for always watching over me. I love you guys so much, you have no idea.